Walking In Paradise

This is a poetic capture of a real-time experience of one of my many 3.5 mile hikes over the years, around beautiful Lost Lake, situated in the high mountain Oregon forests, on the western slope of Mt Hood, in the Cascade Mountains. Truly paradise! I would give everything to be able to make that trek again just once more. But it’s wilderness, and my failed health prevents it from ever happening again. So, when I am blue, I go there still in wonderful memories.

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Mt. Hood peak, seen across Lost Lake, in Oregon Cascade range

 
Walking In Paradise

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my footfalls
drum the root chambers
of the old growth
each step
cushioned by centuries of needle-drop
in this ancient forest

enjoying the rise and fall
twist and turn of the trail
I amble dreamlike

my walking stick is smooth
clutched comfortably
in my right hand

tensions dissipate
soothed
by the audible stir of the wind
in the treetops

wafting down the western Cascade slopes
it invigorates

the steady rhythm of my footsteps
hypnotize

rounding a bend in the trail
brushing through waist-high fern
I crest a knoll
and stop

mesmerized

filtered by the towering woodland canopy
light drifts down dreamlike
settles golden
into the natural cathedral before me

a presence is tangible

a breeze enfolds me
filled with the intoxicating scent
of living earth

an addictive bouquet
of cascade red cedar
douglas fir
ponderosa pine
moss
bark
loam
and ionized mountain air

my spirit rises
my being grows weightless
any sense of self floats away
lifted into oneness
wholeness
bliss

suddenly
I’m startled from my reverie

a young doe
bounds onto the trail ahead
stands proud
pauses in the golden light

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she considers me briefly
then disappears
quick as a stolen glance
quiet as passing time

darting my eyes
here then there
in a vain attempt to follow her
I catch a glimpse of silver-blue
reflecting resplendent
where massive tree trunks part

this is the reason for my trek
into this mighty wilderness

I step through the opening
and climb a huge boulder

I sit
pull my legs under me
and lean forward
arms folded
elbows on knees
basking in the energy

just below me
an enchanting tangle of driftwood
floats sculpture-like
unmoving

across the magical mirrored lake
rising spectacular
a chiseled mountain peak
coppered
in the evening sun

I grow very still
listen
gaze
rapt

I become this moment
in touch with my soul
with the eternal
transcendent

alone in pristine
old growth paradise

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Huge old growth, Lost Lake Trail, Oregon

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rob kistner © 2019


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Hi! I’m Edgrrr, I was rob’s shih tzu. He misses me every day.

Unfolding Fate

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Unfolding Fate

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this pilgrim’s lot
is cast to wander
in search of what
is not quite clear

step by step
day after day
uncertain fate
unfolds this journey

filled with wonder
with joy and awe

fraught with sadness
with pain and tears

it’s carried me
‘cross boundaries
borders
mass of lands
‘cross time and space

it’s shown me mysteries
marvels
magic

good and evil
the best the least

it’s brought me pleasures
fame and fortune
only to claim them back
with no remorse

I’ve known satisfaction
adulation
a woman’s love
a child’s passing

this journey’s been true
faithful — genuine
only to turn away
and break my heart

it’s been fact
fiction
and contradiction
fantasy
and harshly real

I’ve been ignored
I’ve been betrayed

even honored
as a man of standing
then shunned
to stand alone again

I’ve traveled light
traveled fast
I’ve stumbled burdened
weighed with grief

I’ve lead and followed
lost my way
regained direction
to then lose the path

I’ve walked hand in hand
with fear and death
stared down depression
just to be consumed

then arose again
to venture forth
without a clue my destination
with no regard the fated outcome
nor consideration of my plight

I long ago abandoned worry
having learned it’s of no use

came to realize
despite our difference
at the core
we’re all the same

this realm we entered all alone
and here we’ll leave alone again

but all of this is of no matter
foolish so to dwell upon
of no concern
of no regard
most certainly not worth the measure

in reflection
one sees far too late
it is this journey
that is the treasure

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rob kistner © 2019

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Hi! I’m Edgrrr, rob’s shih tzu.

 

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