Lost in Azure

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Lost in Azure

~
across the way
last night’s rain
puddles
‘midst the chaos of construction

trapped on-site
as if abandoned by the waters of earth

it shoulders its way to the culvert
in search of mother sea

this day begins
dewy and crisp

bird songs echo empty sunrise streets

lover and beloved
we sit by the morning window
with tea
and curiosity.

we talk

in this moment
our souls spill
one into the other
until I am distracted

your lips continue sculpting words

but I’ve fallen
deep into your eyes

lost in azure

~ ~ ~

rob kistner © 2018

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  • Nightfall

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    Nightfall

    ~

    it’s nightfall
    the darkness now descends
    the hand of grief extends
    terror is knocking at the door

    it’s nightfall
    words of sorrow stain my lips
    slip through my fingertips
    and scatter ‘cross the floor

    it’s nightfall
    the shadows hide my tears
    but I am haunted by my fears
    I am broken evermore

    it’s nightfall
    dark waves of misery
    are rising like the sea
    I am stranded on the shore

    it’s nightfall
    I am lost I am alone
    confusion grips me to the bone
    horror chills me to my core

    out of the nightfall
    I hear you call my name
    I have finally gone insane
    it is the end for me I’m sure

    again I hear you call
    then I know what this must mean
    this has all been just a dream
    I have simply been asleep
    albeit very very deep
    soon my eyes will open
    once this nightmare’s spell is broken
    soon the sun will rise once more
    at least I pray that’s what’s in store

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2013

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    Nightfall – 2018 revision

    ~

    nightfall
    the darkness now descends
    the hand of grief extends
    terror is knocking at the door

    nightfall
    words of sorrow stain my lips
    slip through my fingertips
    and scatter ‘cross the floor

    nightfall
    the shadows hide my tears
    but I am haunted by my fears
    I am broken evermore

    nightfall
    dark waves of misery
    are rising like the sea
    I am stranded on the shore

    nightfall
    I am lost I am alone
    confusion grips me to the bone
    horror chills me to my core

    nightfall
    you call my name
    I have finally gone insane
    it is the end for me I’m sure

    again I hear you call
    I know what this must mean
    this has all been just a dream
    I have simply been asleep

    albeit very very deep

    soon my eyes will open
    once this nightmare’s spell is broken
    soon the sun will rise once more
    at least I pray
    that’s what’s in store

    ~ ~ ~

    revised © 2018

    Strange As Mine

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    Strange As Mine

    ~

    I think I could’a been
    a novelist
    maybe that’s what
    I should’a been

    yes
    sure
    maybe

    but then

    with a mind
    strange as mine
    that wanders far
    and so wildly fast

    thoughts explode
    pyrotechnically
    sustained focus
    don’t always last

    so many concepts
    project at once
    like a prism
    of fractured glass

    so many visions
    command attention
    ever unfolding
    crazy fast

    I’m a serial writer
    a single story
    doesnt hold me
    very long

    I can be just fine
    as an author
    for ’bout as long
    as your av’rage song

    I’m in my glory
    with a good short story
    write the hell
    out of a page or 3

    but to grind on
    with a single topic
    so sorry folks
    that just ain’t me

    I find it fun
    to write an essay
    then choose new topics
    without delay

    but writing a book
    think I’ll forego it
    I think in bursts
    so I’m a poet

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2018

    Reaper Groom

    A MURDER MYSTERY

    I’ve always been fascinated by who-done-it’s and classic horror stories, so I was inspired to write this piece with a ‘retro’ gothic feel.

    Lyle, the socially awkward, seemingly milquetoast villain of this tale has a ‘killer’ obsession. A shy, mild-mannered church organist; he is ‘changed’ into a murdering menace — by loneliness and rejection.

    BE WARNED: This poem, and the collage I created to accompany it, are both a bit graphic — in a noir-tongue-in-cheek sort of way.

    I invite you to enjoy, “Reaper Groom”.

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    collage above entitled: “Thief of Hearts” — by: rob kistner © 2008

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    Reaper Groom

    ~

    backlit by a lightening flash
    a figure scurried ‘cross the yard
    between the gravestones he did dash
    head down low, and running hard

    dressed in cape of velvet black
    he seemed to vanish from our sight
    but then we saw him double back
    he would not escape tonight

    elusive as a demon’s shadow
    ghost-like — he could disappear
    but no more, this scourge of sorrow
    finally, we were drawing near

    surround and capture, was the plan
    the hounds had tracked him to this place
    this had to be our wanted man
    though none had seen his evil face

    we were sworn to bring him down
    bloodthirsty was this man — and cruel
    he’d caused such horror in our town
    if he escaped, we’d look the fool

    the target of our townsfolk’s hate
    he must be caught this beast of doom
    he’d killed so many brides to date
    we knew him as the “Reaper Groom”

    he took the lives of countless bride
    murdered them by dark of night
    once betrothed they couldn’t hide
    death was sure to be their plight

    marriage took an awful blow
    as one by one our maidens fled
    our bachelors’ ire began to grow
    there were no wives to share their bed

    this had to stop — no maids for men
    it wasn’t natural, wasn’t right
    this curse would never be again
    it would end, right here, tonight

    we had him cornered in our net
    he’d not escape our clutch this time
    he owed this town an awful debt
    he’d pay quite dearly for his crime

    we closed in slowly, with great care
    we’d make sure he couldn’t run
    we deftly caught him in our snare
    and gathered round him, every one

    we took him roughly in this place
    and chained him to a stony block
    and brought a torch to light his face
    then gasped, and staggered back in shock

    this couldn’t be, not this poor fool
    this shy man of timid smile
    we sought a monstrous evil ghoul
    this was bashful lonely Lyle

    Lyle played organ every Sunday
    and lead the hymns, as we would sing
    our fiend escaped, we’d get him one day
    and when we did, for sure he’d swing

    it wasn’t Lyle, it was another
    Lyle was not the type, you see
    Lyle lived with his aging mother
    so we’d set lonely Lyle free

    but Lyle spoke up in quiet voice
    don’t turn me lose, please, I forbid it
    you see you really have no choice
    cause I’m your man, that’s right, I did it

    I killed these maidens everyone
    I’ve charged this town a heavy toll
    but my spree is over, I won’t run
    this weigh’s too heavy on my soul

    sentenced to hanging at his trial
    Lyle was shortly going to die
    looking sadly stern at Lyle
    the judge inquired of him why

    had he slain all this beauty
    made so many families cry
    he felt an answer was his duty
    so this was Lyle’s cold reply

    for many years I’d been denied
    until my soul was heavy laden
    god knows how often I had tried
    to win the love of a fair young maiden

    I was so consumed with bitter grief
    that, though I’ve caused much pain and strife
    this was my only true relief
    to take from them their tender life

    as mama’s words rang in my head
    I’d cut out their precious part
    there’s more than one way, mama said
    to steal a lovely lady’s heart

    ~ ~ ~
    rob kistner © 2008

    Young orchid

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    Young Orchid

    ~

    *ADULT CONTENT*
    ___

    young orchid fresh-bloomed
    engorged with succulence
    bursting with life’s urgency
    vibrantly seductive

    dewy lips of supple petal
    lay open in offered sweet delight
    velvet pistil of gentle blush
    enwrapped in throat of fiery hue

    this vision of tender ecstasy
    entices with a lilting sway
    a fragrance to intoxicate
    wafting from the luscious folds

    breathing in the rich bouquet
    all senses stirred and tantalized
    my eyes embrace this visage rare
    pleasured in the heady moment

    captive by such vital beauty
    consumed one savors fully
    exquisitely delicious
    this tender bud full bloomed

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2018
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    “original 2009 version”

    Young Orchid

    ~

    young orchid
    fresh-bloomed

    engorged

    bursting with life’s urgency
    vibrant and seductive

    dewy lips of supple petal
    lay tender open

    a velvet pistil of gentle blush
    enwrapped in a throat of fiery hue

    so exhilarating
    enticing
    as it lilts and sways

    a fragrance that intoxicates
    wafts from sensuous folds

    the lush bouquet
    tantalizes

    eyes embrace the vision rare
    as senses stir
    pleasured
    in this heady moment

    captive by such vital beauty
    consumed
    one savors slowly

    exquisitely delicious
    this tender bud
    full bloomed

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    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2009

    Sad Little Clown

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    Sad Little Clown

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    I’m the sad little clown with the frowning face
    the round red nose and the great big tear
    this meek facade and silly sham
    belie the horror that I engineer

    life’s dealt me cold my hand is slack
    not one queen no king nor ace
    so violence now dwells in me
    masked behind my woeful face

    no one suspects the evil soul
    that festers deep in this funny fool
    they know not the monster here
    my gentle sheen conceals the cruel

    they don’t realize a broken heart
    a ruined life makes one quite mad
    they simply see the pitiful
    the painted face that looks so sad

    the shaggy coat the baggy pants
    the red suspenders the big white glove
    they do not know it hides the hand
    that choked the life from the one they love

    town after town state after state
    bodies mount in the circus’s wake
    in the dead of night at the dark of moon
    in frenzied fever each life I take

    each beautiful each innocent
    each unaware that they would die
    there will be more on the road ahead
    one for every tear you made me cry

    when the circus comes and the tents go up
    the people cheer in each sleepy town
    because the poor fools just don’t know
    who’s really come is the killer clown

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    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2011

    Innocent Face

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    Innocent Face

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    beautiful child
    such an innocent face
    your dreams come from
    a dark dark place

    you are troubled
    by a dark dark vision
    fraught with confusion
    and indecision

    beautiful innocent
    free of sin
    been playing in daddy’s
    shed again

    playing with daddy’s
    heavy tools
    thinking your parents
    must be fools

    didn’t they know
    what was in store
    as you carried daddy’s hatchet
    out the tool shed door

    you stopped the barking
    but were never thanked
    now that damned dog’s quiet
    but you got spankec

    bad dog bad dog
    is all you said
    as you swung the hatchet
    and chopped its head

    now you’re in trouble
    being punished here
    but not for long
    on this you’re clear

    you got the hammer
    from the old tool shed
    and mom and daddy’s
    asleep in bed

    draggin’ that hammer
    ‘cross the room you creep
    while mom and daddy
    remain fast asleep

    now climb up quietly
    so the bed don’t shake
    so mom and daddy
    don’t come awake

    and like the voice
    in your vision said
    you bash in
    mom and daddy’s head

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2018

    The Fool


    “Sad Harlequin” by: Lladro

     
    The Fool

    ~

    I will not smile today, you see
    my broken heart is hurting, so
    tears now reside where joy ran free.
    I will not smile today, you see
    she loved my gold, but not so me.
    Played for a fool, I did not know.
    I will not smile today you see,
    my broken heart is hurting so!

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2008
    (revised © 2018)

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    Repetitive Forms – Meeting the Bar

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  • Probably invented in the 13th century, the triolet was cultivated as a serious form by such medieval French poets as Adenet le Roi and Jean Froissart. … The earliest triolets in English are those of a devotional nature composed in 1651 by Patrick Cary, a Benedictine monk, at Douai, France.
     

  • History. The triolet is a close cousin of the rondeau, the rondel, and the rondelet, other French verse forms emphasizing repetition and rhyme. The form stems from medieval French poetry and seems to have had its origin in Picardy. … Also, at the end of the 15th century, the term triolet appears for the first time.
     

  • The triolet is a short poem of eight lines with only two rhymes used throughout. The requirements of this fixed form are straightforward: the first line is repeated in the fourth and seventh lines; the second line is repeated in the final line; and only the first two end-words are used to complete the tight rhyme scheme. … Thus, the poet writes only five original lines, giving the triolet a deceptively simple appearance: ABaAabAB, where capital letters indicate repeated lines.
  • Conjured

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    Conjured

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    the restless
    unsleeping souls
    are conjured forth
    to celebrate this night’s
    rising unhallow voudon moon

    spirits entrapped in darkness
    possessed
    writhe here entranced
    in bestial
    rhythmic profane dance

    a demonic ritual
    of ungodly fire
    cast this spell
    of last atonement

    these lost forgotten
    called this deep night
    by dark houngan magic
    proffered by this voodoo priest

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    summoned
    from the place of limbo
    by this fevered shaman’s will
    to bear immortal witness

    seeking sanctified forgiveness
    eternal pardon
    to be ever spared
    the consuming void
    of graceless oblivion

    while unholy apparitions
    descend wraith-like
    in dreadful cluster
    to horror’s hellish plane

    these begging mercy
    rise supplicant
    from the papaloa’s
    sacred 5-point flame
    in merciful petition
    to the vengeful one

    lest this eater of the undead
    set upon the dawning morrow
    to steal the blessed light of hope

    and hurl the innocents
    into the pit of anguish

    foresaken
    lost forevermore

    conjured

    ~ ~ ~
    rob kistner © 2018


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    *Original 2009 version*

    Conjured

    ~

    the restless
    unsleeping souls
    are conjured forth
    this moonless nocturne

    entranced
    in ancient dance

    a rhythmic ritual
    of sanctified fire
    deep night
    and dark magic

    summoned
    from the place beyond time
    by the fevered will
    of the shaman

    to bear immortal witness
    as the holy apparitions
    ascend wraith-like
    in prayerful unity

    rising supplicant
    from the 8-point sacred flame
    in sacrifice
    to the vengeful one

    lest this eater of the undead
    set upon the dawning morrow
    to steal the blessed light of daybreak

    and hurl the waiting
    into the pit of anguish

    lost forevermore

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2009

    The other

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    The Other

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    the eyes are beautiful
    the eyes are seductive
    the eyes are sad

    the eyes are so familiar

    the nose
    the mouth
    the chin

    staring back
    the one they think I am
    I want to be

    but a longer look
    deeper into the eyes
    beneath the transparent surface
    concealed in the silver
    there is another

    one only I recognize

    there
    caught in the reflection
    revealed
    my other self
    inner self
    the one I truly am

    the dark one
    the evil one
    the pretender
    the killer

    …such a beautiful predator
    such precision

    again tonight
    such precision
    he never saw it coming

    the lustful kiss
    then I shot him twice
    put two bullets in his brain
    at close range
    so easy

    so exciting
    to witness the power of life crossing over
    to see him die
    to feel him die

    how I love to feel them die

    a sacred act of raw release
    such purity
    of primal instinct…

    suddenly I shudder
    break my stare

    a brief tug of conscience
    a twinge of fear
    hoping that my guise holds fast
    that I’m not found out
    in my brilliant imperfection
    in my soul’s
    dark masquerade

    I blink wide my eyes
    and check my teeth
    brush my hair
    tug straight my cape
    making certain my mask is tight

    best face forward
    always

    a final glance
    I conceal away the evil
    I smile away the doubt

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2018

    Crimson Witch

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    Crimson Witch

    ~

    fog rolled ‘cross the lowlands
    smothering damp and languid
    chilled and dense with dread
    ominous and threatening

    twilight having receeded
    moonlight labored hard
    shouldering its way
    through the thickening shroud

    the gnarled shape of leaf-dead trees
    with their spindly spiken’d branches
    thrust knobbed and twisted skyward
    disappearing into the hovering murk

    muffled deep within the gloom
    the throbbing drone of gathered voices
    locked in dark entangled chant
    foreboding  as a funeral dirge

    the moonlit fog glowed smokey silver
    stirred and tumbled by the night wind
    the trunken’d trees bent snd swayed uneven
    slumping like the huddled coven beneath them

    the blood-thick sterling fog breathed
    wafting between thick and thin
    there could be seen in veiled glances
    a menacing black-hooded presence

    and laid upon a grey rock slab
    resplendent in a crimson cloak of satin
    a comely beauty hair of brilliant red
    still and quiet as a corpse

    but a fire burned within her eyes
    deep and green as precious emerald
    lips synced with the hooded presence
    forming in a demon’s prayer

    the crimson goddess slowly rising
    floating off above the rock
    as the figure clad in the hood of darkness
    raised his arms high above his head

    came the goddess standing upright
    feet now lowering upon the altar
    her cloak gently flowed and billowed
    then fell open to reveal her naked

    looking down at the hooded figure
    whose hands crackled amber lightening
    and reaching forward sure and slow
    laid those blazing hands upon her

    in a burst of golden fire
    the goddess’s lips began to wildly twitch
    when in a voice to freeze one’s marrow
    she cried out, “I have life again!”

    all those ’round her bowed in worship
    then circled in a crazen coven’s dance
    to exclaim in voices full and resonant
    “your reign of darkness begins now priestess,
    rejoice! tis the season of the crimson witch!”

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    rob kistner © 2018

     

    32AD0E85-B0A5-4D6D-B19A-E51CD04E0C53DAY 13

    Seasons

  • Suite of four haiku reflecting the seasons…

  • collage entitled “Four Seasons” by: rob kistner © 2007

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    Seasons

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    Spring

    (haiku)

    ~

    wings flutter gently

    spring breeze bends full flowered stems

    meadow dance begins

    ~ ~ ~

     

    Summer

    (haiku)

    ~

    green leaf on blue pond

    turns in golden summer sun

    red bird softly sings

    ~ ~ ~

     

    Fall

    (haiku)

    ~

    stalks lie down in fields

    arbors burst with ripened grape

    fall is on the land

    ~ ~ ~

     

    Winter

    (haiku)

    ~

    coarse lands cloaked in white

    lakes bejeweled in crystal

    winter’s dressing hand

    ~ ~ ~

     

    rob kistner © 2007

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  • Bohemian Tie-Dye

    This poem was inspired by a suggestion from Andy Sewina, aka SweetTalking Guy. This is a very brief flash fiction written in three American Sentences, a poetic form conceived by Allen Ginsberg.


     
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    Bohemian Tie-Dye

    ~

    jack and Neal on the road
    were rape’n their angst
    in carnal combustion

    allen was howl’n
    pal’n with corso
    but still white-hot for peter

    hunter was fearful
    loathing it all
    as bohemia went tie-dye

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2009

    Bluecollar Blues

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    Bluecollar Blues

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    day breaks
    on a new week’s sun

    putrid
    as the stains
    on my flesh-soaked mattress

    damp
    as my sour mat
    of fevered greasy tangle

    hot
    as my whiskey-foul breath

    another
    un-commuted
    sentence

    9-5
    ’til merciful dusk
    delivers me
    jack-knifed
    into my jack dan

    don’t obsess in sorrow
    drown
    a bottom-dive
    to comatose

    no virtue
    feigned nor implied

    mad goes the struggle
    from the hissing sting
    of monday
    through
    the mindless
    on off
    120-grind
    ’til
    friday

    until
    saved by the blues
    loud ‘n lewd
    48 on the hump

    bass thumped
    drum pumped
    bare rumped

    notorious
    numbed
    and nasty

    2
    debauched
    24’s

    then
    back in the hold
    again

    countin’ it down
    5
    4
    3
    etc
    etc

    the cruel numbers game
    goes round

    round round
    and ever round

    ’til
    the tombstone’s
    tender
    solace

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2018