Tuesday’s dVerse prompt, my grandson’s approaching birthday, my father who died this time of year, my precarious health, the beauty of where I live, the blessings of my life — these all put me deep in reflection the past couple days. This haibun bubbled up from all that, so I want to share it here on dVerse OLN.
Oregon Coast
Sanctuary~
For 43 years I tried to find a place where I felt I belonged, where I could feel my heart and soul open, where I could draw close to the ones I love and truly feel that love fully unfold, with my new wife, and for my children. Where I could find peace of mind, and leave ugly, hurtful memories behind me.
I found that in Oregon, the Pacific Northwest, in 1990. Quite unexpectedly, I also found the spirit of the man who adopted me from the orphanage, gave me his name, and was my rock during a traumatic childhood. This world, that is the Pacific Northwest, is alive with the same wilderness energy he introduced me to in Canada — to experience, understand, and come to love. That world, which we explored together every summer, until his death in 1983.
I hadn’t understood how much I missed his presence, until I arrived here and felt it so vividly, all around me, this same energy that he loved. Wild lakes and rivers to fish, beautiful forests to hike, majestic mountains — clean open sky over pure pristine land! And I found something he would have loved — the incredible Oregon Pacific Ocean coast. This is more than just a place to me, and he was more than just my father. They both were my sanctuary!
I found freedom here
I found my father’s spirit
I found paradise
Clackamas River, Oregon Cascade Mountains
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rob kistner © 2019
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