Still

“About a cat, and his mistress.”

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Still

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still
it sits

atop the bench
by our garden wall
just where she left it

our cat Taja
hides inside at play
pokes up his furry head
to look my way

he knows
it is her can

he waits every day
for his mistress
to tenderly pat his head
to reach her gentle hand
and lift her can

how many lilies
has it nourished
how many daisies
lilacs
roses
how many morning glories

it dispenses
its life giving waters
so gracefully in her hand

a delicate hand
gentle in its loving touch

gentle in its task
of planting
gentle in its tend

but rugged on any weeds
threatening her garden

she
the giver of life
the guardian
of her realm

but she could not stop
all that threatened
and I had not
her gift of giving life

and so it rests
atop the bench
just where she left it

no longer is it lifted
by her tender nurturing hand

that hand now
is still

~ ~ ~

rob kistner © 2019


 
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  • Ongoing Ballad of Lil’Queen

    “This tanka is the third poem in my Lil’Queen series.”

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    Ongoing Ballad of Lil’Queen

    ONE BAAAD KITTY!

    ~

    lil’ queen struts haughty

    purring low, she’ll be naughty

    feline on the prowl

    this night ‘neath sil’vry moonlight

    this kitty will have her way

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019


     
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    “Black Cat – Janet Jackson”…

     

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  • Tranquil Center

    “Seeing the world for what it is makes one smart.
    Seeing the world for what it could be — makes one wise.”

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    Tranquil Center
    BE A SOLUTON
    ~

    there are conflicts
    in our daily toil
    to sustain the body

    keep these
    from your inner being
    these do not feed the spirit

    lift someone in need
    seek the components of peace
    create enduring possibility

    with these
    feed your spirit
    sustain your tranquil center

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

     

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  • Beautiful!

    “Human beings have dominion over nature.” How absurd! Beyond smoke&mirrors, this is an absolute lie of a devastating magnitude. Human’s have inflicted inconceivable abuses on the natural world, as a result of this most self-destructive belief. For example, it has given birth to these abominations we call zoos. These institutions of cruel incarceration are a horrifying tragedy of perverse human arrogance.


     
    Beautiful!

    ~

    from rippled sinew black as midnight
    bores a stare of molten gold

    searing deep to burn your soul
    a beautiful, furious, calm inferno

    unyielding is this panther’s pace
    held captive in this foolish zoo

    brutalized by human arrogance
    denied the freedom that is its soul

    cold eyes rivet snarled contempt
    unfathomed pools of quiet rage

    on this panther paces paces
    turns and paces back he paces

    graceful stride of brute resolve
    presses on to test his bounds

    proud this captive soul just paces
    frustration turns anger retraces

    this brutal prison of false environ
    does not fool this mighty beast

    observe how he continues pacing
    instinct certain this is not home

    his piercing gaze fixed well beyond
    his suffered fate of cruel confine

    see the panther pacing pacing
    his nature steeled his spirit strong

    relentless sorrow wild longing
    drive on and on his constant stride

    this will not break his fierce resolve
    he tracks freedom he stalks life

    imprisoned he will forever pace
    and he will pace
    and he will die

    ~ ~

    caged beast close your eyes
    have no fear of letting go
    dream of wild freedom

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019


     

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  • River Whispers

    This is a 144 word flash fiction piece written in response to a dVerse prompt. This one is focused at the beauty and power of the Pacific Northwest, the land that I embrace, and dearly love — my home! You can click at the bottom of this post if you would like to listen to the soothing sound of the river while you read.

  • I highly recommend headphones for full immersion in the natural energy!

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    River Whispers

    ~

    I’m at peace wandering these mountains, spellbound by the vastness of their forests, searching their rivers, letting them carry my spirit over their boulders and falls. My soul hears ancient secrets whispered by their waters, echoed in the treetops by birds’ quiet songs. The tumble of their current is the lifeblood of my heart.

    These pristine mountains are breathtaking, unspoiled natural beauty. They ignite my imaginings. The fragrance of conifers and wild flowers blend to intoxicate the breezes, wafting all around me, as sun rays drift down dreamlike from their emerald forest canopies, sparkling diamond-like on the chill chop-waters of their wild mountain rivers.

    This special place is close to my heart. Here my spirit soars like the melody of a song. When I’m lost, the mystery of this magic place finds me. Here you will love again the stranger who was your self.

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

     
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    “listen to the river while you read”

     

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  • Such Wonder

    This challenging form is called a sestina. This is the second I’ve written in response to a dVerse prompt. This one is focused at the beauty and power of the Pacific Northwest, the land that I embrace, and dearly love. My home! The region is a soul stirring, life transforming miracle! I’ve opened the door — take a look! You can click at the bottom of this post if you would like to listen to the soothing sound of the stream, and bird songs.

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    Such Wonder

    ~

    I find peace wandering these mountains
    my searching spirit slips along its rivers
    spellbound by the vastness of its forests
    its ancient secrets whisper on the breeze
    echoing in the treetops like quiet song
    to resonate forever my beating heart

    to this mystic realm I lost my heart
    awestruck by these majestic mountains
    rushing whitewaters serenade with song
    roaring over rocks in crisp wild rivers
    ‘round each bend stirs a freshened breeze
    wafting through timeless emerald forests

    breathtaking — these pristine forests
    unspoiled natural beauty steals your heart
    fragrant conifers intoxicate the breeze
    sun rays fall dreamlike on the mountains
    sparkle diamondly on cold chop-water rivers
    beauty so glorious as to celebrate in song

    bles’sed mornings I wake to nature’s song
    cradled joyful beneath the canopy of forests
    dreams dance crisp clear waters of the rivers
    nature’s energy excites the rhythm of my heart
    resonant as root-chambers in old-growth forests
    “be glad” breaths the quiet voice of the breeze

    a treetop osprey’s cry echoes in the breeze
    beautifully eerie this raptor’s haunting song
    it seeks prey in the waters of these mountains
    as the airborne master fisher of these forests
    doing battle with a wild trout is in its heart
    I use a wooden boat to fish these rivers

    my imagination flows free as these rivers
    life’s become light as a soft evening breeze
    I hold this special place close to my heart
    my spirit soars like the melody of a song
    ever captive to the mystery of these forests
    enchanted by the wonders of these mountains

    the rush of wild rivers is like a brightening song
    carried on the breeze through these ancient forests
    my heart’s song resonates in these mighty mountains

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019


     

    “listen to the sounds of nature while you read — be relaxed”

     
     

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  • Cruel Verse

    I am not a big fan of strict-form structured poetry. This form is called a sestina, and was written in response to a prompt at dVerse Poets. This form was quite challenging, so I wrote a tongue-in-cheek sestina in response. Please read lightheartedly.

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    Cruel Verse

    ~

    this poet slumps before you soul in chains
    my witty sense of humor quickly waning
    trying to pursue this poetic violation
    this form of 6 times 6 plus 3 is cruelty
    it’s a soul-debilitating stifling threat
    it traps my free-thinking in consternation

    how can I avoid this creative consternation
    and free my poet’s soul from these chains
    I must resist this frightful pending threat
    I fear my will to fight is slowly waning
    as my poet’s spirit suffers this cruelty
    can my true voice survive this violation

    I must stand strong against this violation
    stimulate my voice ‘midst this consternation
    shield my free expression from this cruelty
    my soul must not falter ‘neath these chains
    resolve must be steady — be never waning
    it’s imperative I withstand this awful threat

    is it fair a poet be subjected to such threat
    why must I confront such heartless violation
    you see why my resistance might be waning
    entangled in this creative consternation
    and the pressing weight of these heavy chains
    you must admit that this is unusual cruelty

    I know that others here now face this cruelty
    and must also stare down this unseemly threat
    others here endure the heft of these same chains
    I am not the only one who feels the violation
    many victims here caught in this consternation
    likely feeling their courage is ever waning

    my love of pure free verse is never waning
    I steadfastly rebuke this attempt at cruelty
    I will not be swayed by foolish consternation
    nor will I cower to this mean but failed threat
    my poet’s voice will overcome this violation
    I’ll wield my poet’s pen to break the chains

    free of poetic consternation, my creativity’s no longer waning
    chains on my poet’s soul are broken, I am beyond the cruelty
    no more threat to my free thinking, I’ve survived the violation

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

     

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  • Two Bodies

    This poem was inspired by the late Octavio Paz poem of the same title. Though they are certainly different, I used an essence from of each of Octavio’s 5 verses to influence each of my five verses: ocean, desert, roots, sparks, and stars. Click at the bottom here to read the Octavio Paz poem at dVerse.

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    Two Bodies

    ~

    turning I reach across
    this ocean of desire
    to wrap her in my arms
    as moonlit passion’s tide
    slowly starts to rise

    I begin to run my fingers
    slowly down her trembling back
    as it tapers ‘neath my touch
    flesh warm as twilight sands
    at desert’s coming nocturne

    in firm but gentle grasp
    I cup the tender swells
    atop taut velvet thighs
    as we urgently entwine
    tight as fresh young banyans

    skin to skin we smolder
    our bodies firing sparks
    lover’s flint and steel
    until we ignite to blaze
    an inferno of molten bliss

    our lust consumed and spent
    we collapse body to body
    in love’s sweet intoxication
    the embers of our passion
    rise to mingle with the stars

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

     

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  • From Her Lips

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    From Her Lips

    ~

    distant
    reverberant
    fading

    like a voice
    in a canyon
    I hear her calling
    in memories

    my name
    rolling sweet as nectar
    from lips
    soft as orchid petals

    glistening crimson
    as they wrapped softly
    ‘round each precious syllable

    that night her voice
    was forever silenced

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

     

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  • My Dream

    “ My ecstatic vision ”

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    My Dream

    ~

    reach to touch
    my splendrous dream

    a place of beauty
    pure as light

    of goodness
    strong as sterling

    a place of plenty
    where no one wants

    precious gifts
    freely bestowed
    to those
    that dwell in truth

    whose voices rise
    in sensuous song
    of celebraton

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

     

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  • Seeking the Mystery

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    Seeking the Mystery
    ~

    /\
    with
    a life halved
    far from the familiar
    beyond security of certainties
    separated from the sheltering embrace
    where truth is shadowed vague and ambiguous
    it’s here I am searching for the elusive
    seeking that which often hides
    hoping to find insight
    I remain open
    to all
    \/

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

     

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  • Sanctuary

    Tuesday’s dVerse prompt, my grandson’s approaching birthday, my father who died this time of year, my precarious health, the beauty of where I live, the blessings of my life — these all put me deep in reflection the past couple days. This haibun bubbled up from all that, so I want to share it here on dVerse OLN.

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    Oregon Coast

    Sanctuary
    ~

    For 43 years I tried to find a place where I felt I belonged, where I could feel my heart and soul open, where I could draw close to the ones I love and truly feel that love fully unfold, with my new wife, and for my children. Where I could find peace of mind, and leave ugly, hurtful memories behind me.

    I found that in Oregon, the Pacific Northwest, in 1990. Quite unexpectedly, I also found the spirit of the man who adopted me from the orphanage, gave me his name, and was my rock during a traumatic childhood. This world, that is the Pacific Northwest, is alive with the same wilderness energy he introduced me to in Canada — to experience, understand, and come to love. That world, which we explored together every summer, until his death in 1983.

    I hadn’t understood how much I missed his presence, until I arrived here and felt it so vividly, all around me, this same energy that he loved. Wild lakes and rivers to fish, beautiful forests to hike, majestic mountains — clean open sky over pure pristine land! And I found something he would have loved — the incredible Oregon Pacific Ocean coast. This is more than just a place to me, and he was more than just my father. They both were my sanctuary!

    I found freedom here
    I found my father’s spirit
    I found paradise

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    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019


     
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    Time’s Window

    “This is the 4th anniversary of my wife Kathleen and I moving to Seattle to be with our grandson Alex. I posted this new piece containing mindful reflections on leaving our home in Oregon, and our new Seattle home. The photos are of our Oregon yard in the Cascade Mountain foothills. That is my wife Kathy standing under, and peering up into our 2 giant banana palms. The poem is just below the photos.“

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    Time’s Window
    ~


    we now have a wonderful
    new Seattle home
    shared with family
    ruled by my little guy
    my precious 6-year-old grandson
    and I know sweet happiness

    but there are moments
    with eyes closed
    I can gaze back
    through time’s window

    I see my beloved Oregon home
    of 25 amazing years
    vividly alive this morning
    here in my memories…

    through my window this day
    I see the scurry of creatures
    warmed by the Oregon summer

    I hear nature
    in splendid voice

    the chuff
    of a tree’d red squirrel

    the song
    chirp
    and trill of birds

    chickadee
    goldfinch
    western bluebird
    and others

    fly
    flutter
    and flit

    in a flash of orange
    a striking northern flicker
    momentarily eschewing insects
    is peck peck pecking
    cracking black-oil sunflower seeds
    that spill from our feeder

    a red-tailed hawk
    calls
    from atop a Sitka spruce
    swaying
    in the crisp blue sky

    the muffled belling of a deer
    wandering the safety of old-growth
    whispers
    through the foothills

    the distant bark
    of a neighbor’s dog
    echoing the basin
    up along our stream
    reminds me
    we have friends nearby

    my wife’s
    gentle laughter
    validates the friendship

    her tender smile
    validates our love

    the rustle of leaves
    stirred by the breeze
    wafting through the valley

    smartly punctuated
    by the staccato
    of conifer cones
    that fall
    from time to time
    wrested free by chickaree
    and chipmunk
    chattering high in Douglas fir
    busy with their forage

    wap wap wap

    they bounce off our roof
    striking the ground

    closely followed
    by the scamper
    of their liberators
    crunching their way
    to the heart-meat of the cone
    the delicacy
    that elicits this furious industry

    drifting in the window
    intoxicating fragrances

    cedar
    pine
    fir

    lily
    rose
    lilac

    grasses
    loam
    and more

    a rich
    earthy bouquet

    caught in my reverie
    I breathe in
    deeply
    to suddenly remember

    …I’m not in my Oregon home
    I am in my new Seattle home
    and it’s filled to overflowing
    with family
    and love

    for a moment
    I do not open my eyes
    I linger a bit longer
    in my beautiful dream
    of my Oregon

    my heart will forever be there
    but we will likely never go back
    not until my ashes are spread
    high in the Cascade Mountains
    on Mt. Hood
    across breathtaking Lost Lake

    but here
    now
    on this day
    filled with memories
    and joy
    a solitary tear
    falls

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019


     
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  • Hour of the Beast

    “Look carefully at yourself America”

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    “Emperor of the Dawn” — by: Quincy Washington

     

    Hour of the Beast

    ~

    when in our ignorance
    we begin to believe
    we’ve risen above
    the bloody birth
    of our origin

    when in our reflection
    we see perverse transcendence
    towards entitlement
    in which no allegiance
    or kinship to the natural way
    binds us to our center

    when we do not recognize
    the fumbling
    frightened flesh parade
    in which we all lock step
    shoulder to shoulder
    flailing for our survival

    when our insanity of arrogance
    so distorts our vision
    of our place in time
    blind to the sacred ancient truths
    removed from bone-broken reality
    of human failure and weakness

    when facts annoy and fiction comforts
    and we begin to eat our own
    while fornicating with false gods
    of greed, power, and prejudice
    on forsaken gilded alters
    of perjured cruelty

    then the hour of the beast
    is certainly at hand
    and we are
    by deed and apathy
    its deserving helpless prey

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

     

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  • Regal Bird

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    Regal Bird

    ~

    red tailed hawk cries out in the woods nearby
    his eyes focused sharp on the ground below
    when prey scurries by he will launch and fly
    a cunning predator he hunts solo
    takes his victim quick — swoops in fast and low

    talons like knives he’s a lethal machine
    the wound is deadly and delivered clean
    with stunning precision, power, and pace
    survival instincts impeccably keen
    a proud regal bird, true majestic grace

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

     

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