Pondering

The big 4: who am I, why am I, where am I — really? Where am I going?
Or in-fact — is this all there is?


photo by: G-Crew

 

Here
I see a glass reflected
in a puddle
on the ground

it appears
it is right here
and at the same time
down there
underneath

but

is that glass here
with me
or is it in the other
a mirrored reality
where I cannot be

or too
am I also in the other
is there another
who is also
me

down there
or elsewhere
seeing what I see
inverted

in a place
to which I cannot go
but only catch a glimpse
caught in a reflection

but if there is another me
which can I
authentic be

I feel my mind wander
wondering about this
about this entity
that I call
me

when another
tells you of yourself
you’re shown the dance they see
your outward choreography

but they tell you naught
of the music
that rings true
in your mind
in your soul

that leads and drives
your steps

to this inward dance
they’re blind

in their eyes
you are shown your reflection

they see not the light
that shines inside
that illuminates your soul

are we the I that we know
the self that we so treasure
or are we in fact the other
the one the others measure

for if the valid I
be the one
that is most outwardly known
then we are in fact that I
the one to ourselves not shown

for surely when compared
the majority story shared
is of the outward other
the one seen by the others

and so we live our life
cloistered in our other
the one that is
our own
and live this life alone
even when by many known
for the I
that’s outward shown
is the I
that’s not our own

but it is the I
that impacts
all those we’ve known

think on this
let your mind be blown
above it all
let your love be grown


image by René Magritte

hmmm…

I wonder so
about reflections
introspections
contradictions

about puddles
mirrors
shiny windows

…and even chrome

what is it in these
that I see

a door
to even more

perhaps a window too
to another me
to another you
in another home
where we also live
another life
both unaware

are we there
alone

…or has this been
all there is

if it is so
let us sing!

*
rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

 

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