Hour of the Beasts

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When the most capable
believe they have risen above
the mucus, the shit, the afterbirth
of their origin

when in their reflection
they see perverse transcendence
towards entitlement
in which no allegiance
or kinship of nature
binds them to their center

nor founds them in the
fevered fumbling fury
of the frightened flesh parade
in which they lock step
flailing for survival

when their insanity of arrogance
so distorts their vision of time
of the ancient
of the sweating
bone-broken reality
of human swill and wallow
through which they likewise trudge

shiny shoes or no

when they blatantly begin
to eat their own
while copulating with false gods
on forsaken gilded altars
of perjured horrors

then the hour of the beasts
is certainly at hand
and the power of wild nature
will rise up to dominate

and we’ll all become
the hulking mass
of the apocalypse
deserving to be struck down

and our black hearts
torn out and severed
by the self-inflicted rapier
of raw wild justice
and our husks immolated
on the pyre of banished
abandoned truth

that moment is near

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: eartweal

 

Desolation’s Muse



“I feel I’m knockin’ on heaven’s door.”
Bob Dylan

 
His muse was born in Brooklyn, a daughter of the red way. A political activist when she emerged in the Greenwich Village folk scene. Fate revealed Suze Rotolo to Bob at a folk concert in July 1961. “Cupid’s arrow… hit me in the heart”, he said.

Suze became his mindful muse. Yesteryear’s yarns now paled for Dylan, focusing instead on current social inequities. They moved in together in early 1962. As Bob’s social consciousness grew, so did his fame, and outside pressure on the relationship. It failed to survive an abortion, and Dylan’s affair with Joan Baez. Suze and Dylan ultimately separated in 1964.

Dylan credits Suze with his social consciousness, and his interest in French poet Arthur Rimbaud, and German playwright Bertolt Brecht, both nihilists — who impacted the darkness of his future songwriting. “To her, death is quite romantic. I understand her fascination.”

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: dVerse

 




Following here, Bob’s iconic song sbout death.

Lenoko

 

My soul lived at the light’s edge
that pooled in the night
on the bleak back streets
of the sad brokenhearted

I hid in the anguish
of the loveless who cowered
in the dark nightmare alleys
where true love hides lost

this was my heartscape
black as mid-winter night
a lightless horizon
no seeming glimmer of hope

trusting was toxic
no foothold for real love
relations were carnage
scattered forgotten and cold

’til a beautiful being
eyes brilliant and true
approached from afar
bearing tinder of love

the gentle encounter
was deftly ignited
and patiently kindled
the smolder lovingly stoked

afraid to come forward
I held back from the flame
but your kindness drew me
to the inner-mounting fire

then with passion it roared
its light pierced my blackness
its heat thawed my soul
my cold heart was warmed

you wrapped yourself ‘round me
gazed into my eyes
your kiss soft and serene
was the essence of healing

with you in my life
it was darkness removed
radiant and rising
like starting over

love vital and caring
my spirit renewed
illuminated wholly
by a new dawn of dreams

like two virgins meeting
you mothered new vision
a stand for the truth
a chance to know peace

*
rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

 



Brand New You

“New beginnings are often disguised as painful endings.”
Lao Tzu

 

Reversing feeling a failure
requires that one considers
reacting not to insults
resort to embracing praise

restore your ability to
reason in a positive light
reflect on matters of the heart
restimulate your love glow

rehab your social network
reclaim valuable relations
restart your personality
refrain from inane remarks

reframe your core intentions
reset your ultimate goals
reinvigorate your pride
regain your self confidence

resurrect your self image
relax under life’s pressures
reject thinking you’re a fool
rejoice in the brand new you

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: dVerse

 


Angst & Indignation

This is a “stream of recall” edition of a core poem, I have written in many iterations, many perspectives, since first I wrote the seeds of it as lyrics to a song in 1969.


~ at Columbus & Broadway, SF – the beat cathedral ~
 
To watch me read Angst & Indignation: CLICK HERE

 
W hen night fell on bohemia
the streets were set ablaze
an acid-infused haze
city lights
turned to black lights
and strobe lights
tie-dyed in psychedelia
when night fell on bohemia

jack and neal were on the road
ridin’ with the fire-whores
of angst and indignation
mental fornication
emotional elation
combustin’ carnal fireballs
goin’ flowin’ with it all
when night fell on bohemia

allen was howl’n
pal’n with corso
still long’n for peter

groin deep
in the brain-drug carnival
fantasy flesh festival
hunter was fearful
loathing the big strip
ridin’ the snow trip
bemused by it all
best he could recall
when night fell on bohemia

bill stood stark naked
lunchin’ with the devil
stinkin’ and disheveled
jelly-rollin’ in a demon’s fire
vein poppin’ on a live wire
when night fell on bohemia

gary headed for cold mountain
to watch it all
to the 11th hour
from his lofty perch
on sourdough tower
rip rappin’ and zen tappin’
hot jazz was hap’nin
while electric bob
went subterranean

when night fell on bohemia
ken gathered up the faithful
made merry on the magic bus
party trippin’ for all of us
day-glow’n infamy
rocket fueled by owsley
and ran off to the future
like mad-capped pranksters

to take it all
a lil’ further


Robertson ~ McClure ~ Dylan ~ Ginsberg

*
rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: dVerse

 




https://youtu.be/4gK1ZeBW438





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This below is the original song I wrote in ‘69, loosely about Ken Kesey and the Merry Panksters. I used them as a milepost to represent the transition from the beat poets of the 50’s to the rock poets of the 60’s. My lyrics for this song became the seed inspiration for a number of iterations of related poems I wrote, including the one above.

BOHEMIAN MIDNIGHT
lyrics: Rob Kistner
music: Jay Wormus

night’s fallen on bohemia
the white rabbit’s on the loose
our minds are fine’ly set ablaze
at last our voice is raised
acid’s opened up new ways
it’s a san-fran song of love

larry’s big beat city lights
now day-glow’n new black lights
and mind blow’n strobe’n lights
dreams tie-dyed in psychedelia
night has fallen on bohemia
the white rabbit’s on the loose

make’n merry on the magic bus
mind trippin’ party plus
we’re rock’n further into infamy
rocket fueled by oz-el-ly
it’s midnight in bohemia
the white rabbit’s on the loose

man it’s midnight in bohemia
the white rabbit’s on the loose

GUITAR SOLO

make’n merry on the magic bus
expandin’ minds — truth’s stimulus
to look beyond just what we see
feeling love and being free
clock’s struck midnight in bohemia
the white rabbit’s on the loose

(repeat to end over guitar improv)
it’s midnight in bohemia
the white rabbit’s on the loose

© 1969


Ken Kesey & the Merry Prankstres

Promises

 

Love by the streetlight
on a starry autumn night
when carnal dreams ignite

smoldering as our urgent embraces
hot as our stolen kisses
as forever as our lover’s promises
in that distant
sizzling
nubile midnight…

…sweet ghosts of my youth
tracked me down tonight

*
rob kistner © 2021

Poetry at: dVerse

 


Further

 

The fog of time
rolled ‘cross the lands
a languid chill
dense with memory

twilight
having receded
moonlight
shoulders its way
through the shrouded recall

a veiled vision
unfolds

the gnarled shape
of leaf-dead trees
with their spindly
spiked branches
thrust skyward
to twist and bend
in swaying tangle

muffled deep
within this wooded reach
an imperceptible drone
of seeming voices
rise

a dark entangled chant

a disembodied presence
speaks

this night
you will experience
memories of glory
memories of beauty
memories of strength
memories of a homeland
memories of your proud people

powerful memories
sacred memories
of bles’sed miracles
conjured by strong
deft hands

these memories
were left here
with the trees
with the land
with your blood
by your ancestors

so reach
embrace these memories
but go further still

lift your dreams
in a united vision

elevate your minds
to know
to embrace knowledge
to realize your truth

raise your voices
as in a single
sustained cry

stand proud
unwavering
honor these memories

stride forth
heads raised
grab your future
your destiny
and make further memories
your own memories

richer
and greater
than even these

*
rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse