Manhattan Melancholy

“There’s some longing for home, no matter where we are.” – Robert Frost

 

So far across that big ocean
yet your forever on my mind
sometimes homesick or lonely
hard feeling those combined

I left home so very young
my loving family left behind
found friends here in Lisbon
and memories that will bind

life here’s turned out great
expectations filled, no deny’n
next step in my dream future
has much clearer been refined

here I’ve a richness in my soul
and too a quiet peace of mind
back there folks hurry n’shout
but at heart — most are kind

Manhattan’s May sidewalk bouquet
remembering — I can’t help cryin’
point is, NYC’s stuck in my head
for my big apple, my love is blind

it’s just my Manhattan melancholy
a tough sadness when unconfined
do I ever think about going back
no – it’s to going on I’m inclined

no — never will I go back there
to this reality I am resigned
yet I will always feel the tug
it’s my New York state of mind

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rob kistner © 2021

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

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The Red Queen

“In life, as in chess, forethought wins.” – Charles Buxton

 

Does he think me a fool
that I would fall for his ploy
be drawn into his trap
his feeble transparent gambit

I will not

strategy must play out slowly
protection is imperative
but foolhardy aggression

tantamount to failure

the squarely stark contrasts
of extreme dark and light
laid out before me
engage my player’s drive

stir my essence
fire my soul
with the need
to be right

absolutely

I feel sweat droplets
on the verge
but I must stay cool

to show vulnerability
to hint at fear
is deadly

yes — stay cool

this situation
is at once familiar
yet it feels
exotically foreign

anxiety gnaws
at my resolve

the sensation
is a hollow
empty place
deep within

echoing
with uncertainty

but I embrace
the moment

I believe I see
his plan
his diabolical vision

but still
I combust
with questions

yet I know
they bring
the right answers

I see clearly
his obvious next move

and I see mine

I feel joyfully free
elevated by my insight

I’m held transfixed
by this beautiful mystery
that is chess

yes – yes
I see it all
I see it clearly

yet
I must be careful

everything
rides on this

why am I so intense
you wonder

this is not a matter
of life and death
you say

oh no
my friend
oh no

it is far more serious
than simply that


David Maverick © 2007

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rob kistner © 2021

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

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Lighting the Stars

 
Often I dreamed as a boy
searching the sky for aliens
could my wishes come to be
when I’ve grown to be a man

will I someday have money
to buy the things I so want
possibly find love and joy
following a good life plan

success began as a young man
but the grind became my life
too often consumed by stress
caught up in the crazy pace

years spun wild as a top
around faster ever faster
life layered its sad patina
etched deeply in my face

suddenly no longer young
looking back across the years
the triumphs and the tragedy
memory flickering like a flame

I’ve borrowed bought and sold
tried to play life by the rules
but have I leveraged my soul
just to play this fleeting game

now an old man on a bench
gazing at this fragile flower
memories misty as this drizzle
so many mysteries unexplained

body bent by the weight of worry
my mind tumbling in reflection
wondering if everything I lost
was worth what it was I gained

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rob kistner © 2023

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