Of This Time

…on holding fast to hope…


DIGITAL ART — “Folding Time” by: rob kistner © 2007

 

W e cannot hide
from the great orb
of unquestioning fate
that spins in the spaces
of destiny’s light and dark

we cannot avoid
the days of falter and fear
held in this approaching void
that moves unsteady
in the fog
of unquenchable doubt

this
your mind must conceal
in a spirit of forgiveness
and joy

for that which is pure
tested by time
and the wanting hands
of the waiting
who cower

yet smile

singing truth
through the hail and barrage
‘cross the bow mast
of freedom

they
who seek broad measure
and fair berth

as all that you dream and desire
seems slipping slowly away
like rain through a downspout

and nightmares plumb deep
the sea of black dreams

as the fragile sphere of possibility
is gripped in the freeze of time
compressed and cracked

this slag-shattered
glass of the future
moves frail and slowly
through the arc of the ages

who’ve waited and watched
at the waning of truth
‘neath the brittled moon
of deliberated ancients

this fractured orb
that revolves in the void
of the others not hearing
what we knew to be
the plaintive cries
of the lost

blind to the light of the dawning
that heralds the new word
of this time that’s upon us

of this critical time

I am the bud and the blossom
I am the late-falling leaf
I am the arc fulfilled
I am the time come

of the here
and the now

where we’re held
firm in the fire
of visions and longing
for what we were
and for all that we are to be
here in our heart
of this moment eternal

even as
we gaze forlornly
across pooled hatred
‘tween a diseased curtain’s fall
at a fractured mirror’s reflection
of a waking nightmare

a glaring hallucination
a pulsing passion play
of a polarized reality

dual worlds
close enough to touch
but too far apart to engage

through which truth
stumbles blind
beyond reach
or reason
or connection with either

we walk as wraiths
through fevered empty streets
moving in these worlds
captive to the bone-white lies of both
implicit in their toxic grins
of inflexible conformity

lethal tradition
revered in mindless trance

change

shackled to the stone of fear
with a grip rough as rope

change

bound at the shadowed edge
of dark and light
plague and cure
repression and justice
ignorance and knowledge

change

bruised
disillusioned
but possible

yet still seeking to flee
like a squandered teardrop
forever away from
our failing grasp

but hold fast

beckon the dawn
summon the morn
there is far to go
and much to learn
rising from this dark night

someone needs first
release the light

hold fast
perhaps torchbearers emerge

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original publication: rob kistner © 02/18/21
revised publication © 04/07/23

Poetry at: dVerse


NOTE: This is the final edit of the complete work, written on my 74th birthday, that inspired both my “Dual Worlds” piece. and my “Hold Fast” piece.