Not Ever


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S ara

Sara

Sara — stop

Sara!

please Sara
stop

Sara
look at me

Sara please
please listen

I’m sorry

I can still hear him

didn’t need to listen
I already knew

already knew
what love sounded like
when it lied
when it cried
when it died

when it died
when love died
it sounded like him

my lost trust sounded like him
my broken heart sounded like him
my lost years sounded like him
my worst fears sounded like him

so I just kept walking
put my head down
kept walking

never looked back
never going back

no
never going back
never again

never
never

not ever

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rob kistner © 2021

Poetry at: dVerse

 


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34 thoughts on “Not Ever”

    1. Story as old as time Merril. Like an old country song! 🙂 just wanted to create a peak moment of emotion via monologue — his emotion of panic/frustration. Then I wanted to look at her moment of disillusionment, her emotion of disappointment/anger. Playing with contrast.

  1. Preoccupied with other stuff at present, Rob, so I’m skipping the prompt this time around but wanted to let you know I’m out here, awestruck at your MASTERFUL work.
    Edgy work, man.

    1. Thank you Ron! I always wonder on ‘ya at poe-tree time. Glad your still out there on the borderline, protecting us from da’ cra-cra Cana-na’s — eh!

    1. My attitude about this piece changed Lynn, after I had time to truly read what I had written. My muse took me much deeper than I realized. Now it’s Christina Aguilera.

  2. You had me thinking of Bob Dylan’s Sara here, though apparently there are many more, looking at the comments. In his song, the heartache comes through in the repetition, as it does in yours.

  3. Any story of a broken heart has its own way of repeating… love how you used it so effectively in the different stanzas.

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