Killer

 

Killer

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…put two bullets in his brain

I shot him twice
at close range

to witness
the power of life
crossing over

and

to feel him die…

cool precision
in a quite rage

sacred act
of raw release

purity of instinct

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rob kistner © 2009

 

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NOTE: The poem above was written in response to the prompt, “The Other Side” — posted by the Totally Optional Prompt writing prompt blog. We were asked to write a poem from the point of view of a bad person. It could be someone from history, legend, or fiction; it could be someone who’s alive and making headlines. Regardless, someone whose acts you consider criminal or reprehensible.

*The man and his actions, as depicted in this poem, are totally fictional — and purely evil.

Inner Moonlight

 

 

Inner Moonlight

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you let lose the madness
of your inner moonlight

you and Jack

suckling life’s sweet underbelly
quaking
in the nocturnal neon zoo

both of you
and Neal
groin deep in human wallow

swilling full the brain-drug flesh festival

spewing forth
to fill all fertile ears
with the siren song of sacred dissatisfaction

your fingers burned
from dancing with the fire-whores
of truth
angst
and indignation

you put your queer shoulder to the wheel
and rolled out the new truth
crushing apathy
to run down ignorance

you torched the darkness
with a blinding light

igniting bohemia
in a rolling demon’s fire
illuminating the night

while you danced
with every devil you could find

howling mad
and mind expanded
you ranted
raved

you flamed

a combusting carnal fireball
roaring
hormoned-hungry
for all of life’s deliciousness

ferocious appetite

lusting
longing to consume
every forbidden morsel and crumb

to gorge upon
life’s smorgasborgadelic mindfeast

in gluttonness conspiracy
with Neal
Jack
Tim
and Ken

gut full of insight
kindled by the new freedom
it was flashpoint

each blaze burned so brightly

madder men the world will not soon see

but one by one
each burned out

now a flicker
in the eyes of angles

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rob kistner © 2008

photo above is Allen Ginsberg (1926 – 1997)

 

SpitShine

 

SpitShine

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he snapped his shine cloth
and shared his stories

tales of joy
tales of pain
of injustice

of his Memphis blues
his beloved big muddy

warm eyes
earthy brown
turbulent as that river

his stare
a deep current
impossible to escape

his voice
a tempered edge
honed by sorrow
sweetened by laughter

broadleaf husky
thick as sorghum
smooth as Beale Street bourbon

his weathered face cut with truth
marked and scarred by years of burden
of witness

each sculpted crease bore testament
to a genuine soul

cracked and seasoned hands
would reach with suffered care
to wrap tailored leather
in polished honesty

callused fingers
yellowed by habit
rolled the rhythm rag
to pull the sheen
with sweat and spit
blood and bone

as if to wipe clear
the broken promises
the failed love

the stain of dirt field
cruel street
back alley

of harsh wisdom
hard learned

the pop and slap
would resonate to fill my ears

the soulful cadence would stir my spirit
lift my worry

and make my step
light as a feather

a spit-shine like no other
will ever be again

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rob kistner © 2008

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photo above entitled: “routine” — by: Tres

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…poem inspired by read write image #6, found at “readwritepoem”

 

Late

Late

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I’m awake late Christmas Eve
wrestling with what I believe
regarding the truth of Santa Clause
my parent’s proof is full of flaws

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Ignorance falls like dark late night
a pitch so black there is no light
knowledge burning bright as flame
drives darkness back to where it came

• • •

I was born by dark of moon
a stormy night in late late June
it’s rained on every birthday after
my parties are devoid of laughter

• • •

O h this is bad, it’s our first date
and here I am two hours late
I have no quality excuse
maybe battery cables rattled loose
windshield shattered by a flying goose
the road was blocked by a stubborn moose
no… I’m turning back, ‘cause what’s the use

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rob kistner © 2008

 

SeaLife

 

SeaLife

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To the seaside she strolls
with me
On a sunny seaside day

Into the sea she slips
alone
Then silently swims away

The sea opens up and
swallows
In its watery deep sea way

Soon she’ll be down with the
fishes
Aswim in the seabed’s sway

Serene in the spledor of
sea life
Neptune’s beauty in array

She seeks solace in this
sea world
These blues keep her blues at bay

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rob kistner © 2008

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drawing above entitled: “marea roja” — by: Lady Orlando

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…poem inspired by read write image #5, found at “readwritepoem”

 

Lost To Me

Lost To Me

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when you could
no longer
look
into my eyes

I knew
you were lost to me

when you could
no longer
hold
my longing gaze

I knew
you were lost to me

when you could
no longer
softly speak
my name

I knew
you were lost to me

when you could
no longer
smile
at my tender touch

warm
to my embrace

rest your head
upon my shoulder

nor
whisper
of your love

I knew then
for certain

you
were lost to me

never again
will I
soar
above the clouds

circle
‘round the sun

dance
among the stars

fold
with you
in the crescent
of the waning moon

never again
will I
drink deeply
from passion’s fount

nor
taste
a lover’s lips

you
are lost to me
forever

lost to me

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rob kistner © 2008

Oh, Man of Vision

 

…this is a poem of homage wrapped in a prayer for guidance

 

Oh, Man of Vision

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valiant hero, I so respect you
salute you in your hard-earned triumph
and in this time of brilliant victory
pray that history does protect you

from the slings of the small-minded
trifled few of withered heart
of backward focused ignorance
by groundless hatred fully blinded

so I proudly shout, well done
your gallant stand for hope and justice
a battle centuries in the waging
with soulful dignity — finally won

I beseech the gods who raise up men
to grasp the reins and lead their people
grant that this one find the wisdom
the strength to lead us home again

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rob kistner © 2008

 

NOTE: in this piece the term “men” represents all cognitive sentient beings

 

…find links to some fine writing at “readwritepoem”

 

Winter Tales (Midnight Snowfall / Winter / December Memories)

…here are three winter tales of beauty and love

Midnight Snowfall

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in moonlit forest

midnight’s snowfall shimmers
through the boughs
of old growth

deep and still

as if spread by star clusters

it blankets
our high-mountain meadow
in crystal down

this night
fell quiet and crisp

a great white owl
echoes
through frosted cedar

lover and beloved

we entwine
‘neath winter’s window

with dreams
and one another

we sleep

in gentle slumber
we traverse
time
and space

adrift
in random wonder

we breathe
the ebb and flow
of nocturne

but I’ve awakened
in a winter
long ago

you
by firelight

warm and soft
in my arms

the night
that first we kissed

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rob kistner © 2008

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Winter

(haiku)

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coarse lands cloaked in white

lakes bejeweled in crystal

winter’s dressing hand

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rob kistner © 2008

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December Memories

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cold cheeks pressed in soft embrace
nestled warm in sweater’s plush
full hearts brim in fond delight
drawn close in loving gather

room awash in gentle glow
heady scent of fresh-cut noble
standing tall this winter night
resplendent in its cloak of yule

tender lilt of celtic song
sweet fragrances of promised treats
the pleasing snap of kindled log
spirits soothed by season’s hearth

ribbon’d papers flash multi-hues
gifts bestowed one at a time
each in turn a treasured moment
joyous laughter shared by all

round and round the kindred circle
we celebrate unveiled affection
nurtured by each act of love
precious times with family

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rob kistner © 2008

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photo at top entitled: “Moonlit Snow”

collage above: “Winter Night Journey”

Through Time & Space

 

…the following is an excerpt from a science fiction novel I’m writing

 

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Through Time & Space

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“I have watched
golden fire clouds,
hanging in pale green skies,
over the azure seas of Toluras”

“I have seen the copper leaves
of the parmus fronds
flashing from indigo mountains
in the crystal mists of Gemin.”

“I have beheld exquisite beauty
in my rich, full life
but none so beautiful
as your eyes tonight”

Artheo whispers these bewitching words, his breath warm on the tender lobe of my ear. Searching the depth of my eyes, plumbing my very soul, he presses his lips softly to mine, and with gentle passion — bids me farewell with a kiss.

The exchange of poetry, at times of high emotion, is a longstanding tradition on our planet – and my lover’s words were especially moving as we parted tonight.

This intimate moment now three hours past; I linger in the bittersweetness, still tasting his lips, smelling his hair, feeling the heat of his body – I ache for him.

But here I stand on the aft deck of the Thadius, hurtling through space, gazing into star-clustered blackness, cherishing the pleasures of our parting embrace.

A sudden chill shocks me sober. I’ve been here, done this, precisely this in every detail. But I know that is not possible. It is my first time aboard this particular ship.

I am gripped by foreboding. I shiver as I watch the sapphire-jade orb that holds my fascination, grow smaller, being slowly swallowed by the eternal night of space. It continues to recede, its form becoming softer, less clearly defined in the carbon-composite observation bubble, as zero-g frost clouds and obscures this breathtaking view of this lush planet, our home planet – Gemin.

Some now on board will not again see this precious sight for fifteen years, if they are counted among the fortunate who do return.

We race, exceeding light-squared, toward a distant call for help, an unknown destiny, in the far reaches of uncharted space — with no idea what we will encounter. The call made it certain that no good lay ahead for those aboard who now rush to respond to the enigmatic distress signal.

I am Sephias, on an ecological research mission, to return home in a year’s time. My team and I disembark at Topiarus, the first stop on this voyage.

Although I am off-ship before we reach the origin of the urgent summons — I am nonetheless distraught. It is the anxiety of separation. It is also the result of the intense stress that permeates the crew who are going the distance, to the edge of space, to answer the cry for help. The pressure is palpable, contagious — I feel it to my core. It terrifies me.
Continue reading Through Time & Space

The Pearl Bracelet

 

The Pearl Bracelet

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“What do you mean,” Gwen implored, the strain obvious in her weary voice. “Who exactly is pursuing Derek … and why?”

Her voice trailed off to an exasperated whisper. The why was not so much a question, as a deep sigh of frustration. She seemed to know the answer was much too complicated to address at this hour, and she was too spent, physically and emotionally, to want to hear it.

Gwen turned away from Zack, head lowered. Her arms fell limp at her side, fingers splayed. She was trying her best to process what Zack was saying, to understand him –to understand the recent events that had brought her to this place in time … to make sense of anything. Her head was spinning, and she could feel the fatigue deep in her bones.

She dropped back onto the sofa, half sitting, half lying down – an exhausted slouch. She felt paralyzed, thoughts racing through her mind – fragmented, disconnected thoughts.

She looked at her hands, palms down in her lap, her eyes glazing over. Her vision drifted to the floor. Slowly it came into focus, there, next to her feet. She realized she was staring at the Baroda’s, with their broken clasp. She had dropped the bracelet when she’d collapsed.

Ever since Derek had purchased these beautiful antique pearls at Christie’s auction, giving them to her on their anniversary, her life had turned upside down – and also turned a corner. Fate had pushed her round that corner, and she would never turn back again. Her life as Mrs. Galesport was over.

She knew this, knew it as surely as she knew she missed her children. Something must be done to get them out of that house – his house. It could no longer be her home, but they would always be her children – and she feared for them. They had to be part of whatever direction fate was leading her.

It was fate that had broken the diamond-encrusted clasp – fate, and her quick reflexes, blocking Derek with her forearm as he struck out at her in anger, following their anniversary dinner.

He had apologized, explaining it away as the result of stress. “It will never happen again,” he’d said in his most gentle and sincere voice – but she was familiar with this empty promise. This was not the first time, and the incidents of abuse were escalating.

She’d only come into his office that evening to thank him again for the gorgeous gift. She’d assumed this was where he’d retired after leaving the dining table. But she could see, in the subdued light, that he was not there. The mahogany paneled room was empty.

She loved the aroma of his Classic Port pipe tobacco that permeated the walls. Her father had also smoked that blend in his Barling Meerschaum, and the heady fragrance was comforting to her – so she lingered. That’s when she noticed it, on his desk, silhouetted by the light from the Tiffany lamp.

Her curiosity drew her to it. She’d just picked it up when Derek entered. “What the hell do you think you’re doing? Put that god damned box down,” he’d shouted — then flew into a rage.

Why had her discovery of the leather box sent Derek over the edge? What were those letters that spilled out when she dropped the box upon being struck?

They’d looked terribly official, with their seals and embossing – and written in a language that she did not recognize. Derek certainly scrambled frantically to collect them from the antique Persian rug, and return them to the box. But she managed to conceal one, sliding it under her hips as she lay where she’d fallen after being struck.

Derek’s bizarre reaction to the correspondence scattered on the floor, and the strangeness of the language they contained, had piqued Gwen’s interest. Instinct drove her to hide the envelope until she was able to fold and slip it into her pocket, as her husband hurried from the room, with the leather box in tow.

Gwen felt it was important that she take this letter she’d spirited out of the room, and put it in safekeeping. She’d planned to somehow learn more about its origin and content.

It was again fate that lead her the next morning to Tiffany’s, seeking repair of her damaged bracelet. It was while standing at the counter, waiting to be served, that she’d spied Derek coming out of the restaurant across the street, in the company of a woman — a stranger to Gwen. They had climbed into a waiting limousine.

Gwen had bolted from the counter, and through the door to get a better look. Unfortunately, as she’d reached the sidewalk and acquired a reasonable view of the vehicle, it sped away. She had noticed markings on the door, and a license plate, a type she had not immediately recognized – but she could read neither.

Fate had presented her with this tangled mystery, but what was she to do. How could she begin to unravel it? All this was flooding through her mind when she was startled back to the present by Zack, returning to the room with pillows and a blanket.

“I will take the sofa tonight,” he said, “You’re completely burned out. I’m putting you in my room,” he continued in a kind and caring tone. “My bed is amazingly comfortable, and you need sleep – lots of good, deep sleep.”

He reached down and took Gwen’s hand, helping her to her feet. Gently wrapping his arm around her waist, he escorted her down the hall and into his room. Stopping just inside the door, he said, “You will be safe in here. We’ll talk about everything in the morning,” and he gave her a warm hug, stepped back into the hall, and closed the door.

Gwen realized there were too many questions to answer, too many mysteries — just too damned much to even think about right now.

“Yes, in the morning,” she mumbled to the door.

Then, hugging her shoulder bag with the mysterious envelope tucked safely inside, Gwen shuffled across the room and collapsed on the bed.

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rob kistner © 2008

 

A moment

 

A Moment

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a clearing
of filtered sunlight

high breezes whisper

nature murmurs
serenely

a downed Douglas slumbers

snug in the moist embrace
of a moss blanket

a heady pleasance

life is aligned
for a moment

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rob kistner © 2008