S omewhere
between the creole shadow
of Basin Street 2nd line juju
and the hell-raised echo
of the hollered anguish
of Beal Street’s blues
in a phantom sanctum
on the creaked-wood
beer-stained slat floor
of a temple of brown whisky
and steel-lance escape
at the down and desperate
sorrowing hour of 3:00 am
they were all there together
crowded into my aching brain
to forget
when heaven cracked open a door
as the tears of loss fell
and hurtin’ broke souls moaned
a melancholy dream
smiled upon the players
those with the gift of music
and upon those
come just to huddle
in the smoky haze
and sour-sweet darkness
of human need and frailty
as the band played on
devils danced with angels
till dawn
and the demon-fire paused
for a raw
glorious night
as lady blues
sang of release
n’mornin’ light
Here I trod this old stone road
observing the evidence of last night’s rain
gorging this oft’ dry viaduct
some nestled in these path-side ruts
resting before their homeward journey
when they’ll rejoin their rightful place
as part of earth’s life-giving waters
returning as part of the restorative cycle
evaporating — misting skyward
penetrating the thirsty earth
or running off to join a river or stream
they are tenacious, persistent
always seeking their natural way
they’ll break beyond these futile bounds
returning to their origin – the azure sea
these are ever the wiles and ways of water
F or many, beautiful of body, the unrest and vigilance of maintaining it is endless. Stopping is no option, for beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror. Always the fear of losing it, and the advantages of it, can often enslave the beautiful, in a consuming maintenance regimen.
Also the envy-fueled mistrust projected by others, can beget debilitating personal uncertainty, the fear of being seen as superficial. A possibility even worse, the imposter syndrome. In light of this scrutiny, feeling like a fraud, insecure about giving and receiving love, or the related underlying motivation.
Beauty brings advantage, but also elevated attention, stealing the safety of anonymity. Everything begins being measured and analyzed, including by the one possessing the beauty. Beauty can ignite the terror of feeling lost, lost in the uncertainty of one’s own life — genuinely terrifying. Therein lies the potential curse of beauty.
“Rave On John Donne” by: Sir George Ivan Morrison (read at bottom)
Did you plan to ride with me to the coast
if so, we will be leaving at first light
the need to be on time is uppermost
I want to be there settled in tonight
not like last year when sadly I was late
seems much drinking occurred the night before
too late to bed had sadly doomed my fate
the ship sailed as I watched it from my door
but this year’s cruise should prove to be a blast
crazy friends, drinks, food of every kind
these soirees have been epic in the past
if we are late we will be left behind
tomorrow, it is breakfast on the beach
it’s there we meet our hostess for the week
she’ll have the masks we’ll need — there’s one for each
remember, after that we do not speak
yacht of wonder, where splendid games are played
magic – this high seas silent masquerade
Rave on John Donne, rave on thy Holy fool
Down through the weeks of ages
In the moss borne dark dank pools
Rave on, down through the industrial revolution
Empiricism, atomic and nuclear age
Rave on down through time and space down through the corridors
Rave on words on printed page
Rave on, you left us infinity
And well pressed pages torn to fade
Drive on with wild abandon
Uptempo, frenzied heels
Rave on, Walt Whitman, nose down in wet grass
Rave on fill the senses
On nature’s bright green shady path
Rave on Omar Khayyam, Rave on Kahlil Gibran
Oh, what sweet wine we drinketh
The celebration will be held
We will partake the wine and break the Holy bread
Rave on let a man come out of Ireland
Rave on on Mr. Yeats
Rave on down through the Holy Rosey Cross
Rave on down through theosophy, and the Golden Dawn
Rave on through the writing of A Vision
Rave on, Rave on, Rave on, Rave on, Rave on, Rave on
Rave on John Donne, rave on thy Holy fool
Down through the weeks of ages
In the moss borne dark dank pools
Rave on, down though the industrial revolution
Empiricism, atomic and nuclear age
Rave on words on printed page
Rave on, rave on, rave on, rave on, rave on, rave on, rave on
Rave on, John Donne
W e can seldom change a heart of iron into a heart of gold
no precious warmth should manifest from something hard and cold
a love that’s locked and set in cast is very hard to be set free
hope will likely struggle blind when our eyes of love can’t see
we cannot stop the hands of time from spinning ever on
when the sand is through the hourglass those days are ever gone
we usually can’t bring summer back when the leaves are off the tree
but perhaps with a strange magic spell — or maybe true love’s alchemy
Paint me coral
like a snake
darling
I’ll slither lovingly
just for you
or panda red
my sweet thing
I’ll cuddle
the whole night through
if you’ll be gentle
my lover
butterfly my cheeks
tart tangerine
paint my fantasies
flamingo rose
paint my carnal thoughts
serene
paint me
with the soft brushes
like wings of a dove
paint me
with mink brushes
of hot impassioned love
stroke’em sensually eager
‘cross my glistening skin
and if I swoon like a swan
paint me once again
paint me
spread like a peacock
with iridescent lust
then accent all my edges
with lion-golden dust
paint me lonely
like a wild dear
paint me sad
as a turtle
paint me fragile
as a baby bunny
like a bossy badger
paint me mad
just please paint me so good
because I am sooo bad
painted human body art — by: Alexa Meade
paint me bare naked aching
paint every rise — touch every fall
be sensual with the liberties your taking
move sloth-like slowly, paint it all
paint my beating heart
a sultry tamarin gold
then paint my tender secret parts
make your brushstrokes brazen bold
titillate me tiger
with your special
sablecat-tipped brush
paint me dappled
like a cheetah
make my animal blood rush
paint me wolfen-eyed wilding
paint me mountain lion hush
paint me leopardly languid
and lecherously lush
paint my skin a steamy smolder
just let it all flow fully
paint me lil’rough
like my big bear
I like a bit’a bully
or fingerpaint me
in a frenzy
mind spinning
cannot think
paint me juicy as an oyster
or paint me slippery salmon pink
now — should you run out of brushes
and exhaust your fingertips
paint me deep with gentle kisses
the final strokes
your lush coral lips