Friends

a conversation between friends

“Bear Friend” — Olga Barantseva

 

Yeah
I agree big buddy
the world has become confusing
with the planet’s ecology teetering
the constantly evolving global pandemic
the brutal war in Ukraine
the near insurrection in the US
women’s rights under attack again
insane gasoline prices rearing up
economic struggles everywhere
major corporations imploding

and

Marvel’s standard of excellence
slipping — badly

it’s all such bad news
almost un-bear-able

ah c’mon
quit yer growling big guy
I was just being pun-ny

ok
yes
terrible
I know
I’ll knock it off

hey
smile ya big fur ball
we got each other

always

and look
that forest

so beautiful
and still there

for now anyway

*
rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

 


Free Your Mind

~ Standing free in one’s own space, opening outward to all possibilities, entrapped by none of them, feeling the universal flow of the essence of each. We are all beams of light, shot through the universe, seeking not conclusion, but rather, the energy of flow. As often is said — it isn’t the destination, it is the journey. ~

 

Seek not the pompous
swelled with false confidence
dispensing the formulas of bliss
condemning you as the un-visioned
while fleecing you of your hard begotten

follow not the kings and queens of mammon
who worship the bottom line
desiring the upper hand
who would despoil the world and all it offers
as their playground of gratification

suffer not the priests and priestesses
who would say that only they have heard
and in so saying would dictate your thoughts
and direct your deeds
to conform to this truth of the god in their pocket

do not be cowered by the iron hand
of the bullet-brained who march in step
to crush under boot the will of any who will not queue
into the line that they have deemed
leads to the only way that life must be

do not be swayed by those who — “know”…
possessed of absolutely no uncertainty
knowing sure that what they know is what is
and in their infallible knowledge
know that what they know
is
was
and will ever be

resist demands
shun peer pressures

follow neither this singular voice
for I am not the source
not the be all
I too am but a searcher

instead — free your mind
gather with those who do not “know”
find the curious and the uncertain
those still filled with wonder
drawn to unfolding discovery
who embrace the constancy of learning
change
and growth

always stepping onward
but stepping lightly
alert to lift
and re-step
enlightened

it is they who will traverse this evolving world
this ever expanding universe of possibility
fashioning it as a fair
brighter
and better place

*
rob kistner © 2022

EDUCATION = COOPERATION <<~>> DOMINATION = ANNIHILATION

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sadly, the prevailing thinking of today’s world is imploding into negativity & darkness

New Day

 

This is the summer of the soul. A time of serious contemplation, and a time of great joy! This is a solemn Summer Solstice, scarred with wounds, yet so rich with possibility. A time to shout, voices raised in happiness, voices raised in insistence — every voice full, every shout to be heard, every song sung full throat! A bright and golden time for change, a time for moving forward. A time to warm our hearts in the sun of a brand new day. Not to forget the struggles, but to use them as a clearing to a shining tomorrow. A time to believe.

Yes, there may be wafts of smoke in the trees, but also carried on the breeze, are the songs of birds, the aroma of flowers, of the rich soil of the earth, of the grasses, leaves, and conifer needles — the fragrance’s of new birth, the heady intoxication of new dreams. This is the true bouquet of summer. Let this Summer Solstice mark an honest effort to make all the dreams a reality! For the summer sun shines on everyone. May each experience be one of warmth and rejuvenation.

may this summer’s winds
carry dreams of tomorrow
fragrant with new hope

*
rob kistner © 2022

More poetry at: dVerse

More poetry at: dVerse

 


Acquiescence

“It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop.” Confucius

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Roaring in
the chest of the wave
slams the massive boulder

the great stone rocks back
undetectably

with a deep thud
more felt than heard
it bumps solid
against smaller boulders
to which it crowds

as the spent wave recedes
the hulking mass settles again
immovable as bedrock
defying the next swell
and the next
and the next

each time it rocks back
with a subtle thud

and the sea is patient

in the ebb and flow of time
this steadfast giant
and its lesser neighbors
will reluctantly
imperceptibly
acquiesce

to become the grains
of ocean floor
upon which they now rest

*
rob kistner © 2022

More poetry at: dVerse

 

https://youtu.be/K5oAf7bs7_U

A Blues Poet Dies

“All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain” -Roy Batty, Blade Runner


 

Time’s short for me
feelin’ like a void’s comin’

like the blue-black I see
when I stare into the night sky

void’s comin’
like a soakin’ wet fever
in my brain

it shows me nothin’
nothin’ but a shade
fadin’ t’black

images of memories racin’ past
like drivin’ at night
speedin’ blurred
doing 190
‘round the corners
streetlights streakin’

jus’a little man
insignificant
all’s I am
ev’a wuz

bangin’ word ‘gainst word
hammerin’ verse
searchin’ for truth

ma’ spirit’s depleted
been poorly treated
sure as hell been cheated

try’n a’get paid
get laid
livin’
in a blue angry world

now seein’ it slippin’ away

some blues
are just blues

n’some are death blues
and listen here
I got’em bad

hear me when I say
the whiskey’d
death blues is comin’
through that open door

I see’m
hear’m
feel’m rattle

poundin’
like an iron sledge
crushin’ my bones
spikin’ m’soul t’darkness

FUCK YOU LIFE!

look what you put me through
ridin’ the jellyroll line

that silver’d fever
‘n a scum-brown bowl

chasin’ that pocket-thick
golden madness

look wacha ‘ad me doin’
look wacha ‘ad me thinkin’

but I’m near gone
out ‘da damned door
your grip is slipped
I’m near loosed
ya’ hear — life

now ya’ just fragments
pieces of dreams
pieces of bad dreams
nightmare sorrows
riffs off key
in a blue dark night

I was born to a hard mornin’
but now
noddin’ g’bye in d’twilight

ready to shatter
into a million pieces of light
shot through the universe
stardust
returning to pure energy

eternal

all that time here
all those bewildering moments
all that frantic crazy-ass chaos
all that wonderful madness

over
done
gone

I’m light’ning flyin’

no more tryin’
no more lyin’
no more cryin’

all those moments
will be lost in time
like tears in rain

washed away
and I’m free
I shed this temporal husk

now life…
I will think on you
no more

*
rob kistner © 2022

More poetry at: dVerse

 

Billie delivers this following song with near perfection of tone and emotion.
It hits me especially hard — I was right there once in my youth.



Enigma


 

Poet
you are enigma

darkness and shadow
fire and light

you incandesce
burning deep
into my soul

you stir my spirit
ignite my wonder

leaving me
aflame with curiosity
adrift in uncertainty
enraged by inequity
transfixed by mystery

impaled upon your visions
I’m spellbound

*
rob kistner © 2022

More poetry at: dVerse

 

~ follows here — a most beautiful enigma ~

I Knew

 

When you would
no longer
rouse
to my embrace

I knew

when you would
no longer
look
into my eyes

I knew

 

 

when I laid
the precious pearls
of my private heart
at your feet

and you just
stepped through them
never reaching to touch

I knew

when you could
no longer
speak softly
my name

when you could
no longer
smile tenderly
at my touch

or rest your head
upon my shoulder

I knew

there would be
no more
whispered love

our forever
was forever gone

I knew
then for certain

you
were lost to me

 

 

never again
will we
walk our rose garden

dreaming
so high above the clouds

nor sharing
the magic of the moon

your love
has turned a blank face

never again
will we
drink deeply
passion’s wine

nor taste sweet love
upon our lips

I know

you
are lost to me

clearly I see
my heart
must let it be

you’re lost to me

*
rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

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Longing


 

Sing to me sweet absent lover
songs sung soft as silk and satin
sing to me ‘cross this summer sea

a beautiful melody
about how the world is ours
and that perfect moment when
fair winds of love
sail you back to me

bringing soft kisses
like honeyed cream
to quench my thirst
one golden kiss
to last eternity

take me timeless
in love’s neverending dream
please come back to me
my sweet absent lover
carry me off to ecstasy

*
rob kistner © 2022

More poetry at: dVerse

 

Gears of Time


~ two thoughts ~

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The future — the past
tomorrow — yesterday
gears of time turn so fast
moments slip away

we fret what we missed
or obsess our destiny
yet today is all there is
forget the was — the will be

days yet to unfold
ones that slipped away
are not days in our control
we only have today

why stare at the clock
panicked by what may come
slow down — learn to walk
stop running to and from

forget what’s come and gone
wondering why or when or how
we get lost looking beyond
better to truly be here – NOW

*
time

ever accelerating
in spiral linearity

time

escaping into the future
tethered to the past
ever present in the now

time

* *

rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

 

Shooo!

~ beware: this is evil mosquito pest ~


 

The broken shutter
swung ungainly askew
in a sad sag

thumping ugly
with an awkward thunkity-thunk

walloping
with a wind-driven wack-bang
and troubling
thud-thud bothersome bumping

splitting to splinter
the withered and splayed
dry-rotted
paint-flaked weather sill

buckling the loose-hinged
unevenly-hung
smashed and fragmented
sash

ripping the frayed
burnt-orange-framed
window screen
clean out
from its tenuously silicon-sealed
stainless steel seating

busted
battered
and torn

opening unobstructed access
and egress
for the threateningly massed
and ominously subtle
ear-piercing
high-pitched
whiningly whirry-like
buzzing
mosquito swarm

what a malignant menace

what a magnificent mess

sounds like today’s world!

*
rob kistner © 2022

More poetry at: dVerse

 

~ below here is some beautiful dissonance ~




Fading

”You are fading away like ash off a fire, as it rises and floats up higher and higher”


 

Pondering fate’s shuffle
she begins to look
further on ahead

there between truth
and falsehood
a little empty space

a grey nothingness
a place void of color
somber and strange

there consequence
collides with circumstance
as all falls silent

she gazes and wonders
is this the place
of all conclusion

is this the place
time ceases dominion
and forever reigns

is this the place
of insignificance
of death before dying

the place she is not valid
she is not invalid
she simply — is not

peering into this moment
she sees quite clearly
her true trepidation

not the fear of losing life
it’s the fear of losing cognizance
becoming irrelevant
becoming invisible
of fading slowly away

*
rob kistner © 2022

More poetry at: dVerse

 

“Fading away, in pieces and parts, like old china and glass, in fragments and shards”

Copper Rose

~ traveling the sensual world with a mysterious beauty ~


 

Eyes dark and deep
as nile nocturne
woman molten forged
of earthen bronze

my scorching copper rose
sultry nubian goddess

could I but browse
your sensual dreams
that I might rouse
your midnight pleasures

ablaze in smoke and flame
let us be mysterious travelers

*
rob kistner © 2022

More poetry at: dVerse

 


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Down To Darkness

~ the attached song enhances the poem ~

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Down to darkness I descend
as the hand of grief extends
horror called me to this door

words of sorrow stain my lips
slip through my fingertips
scatter ‘cross the cellar floor

the black depth hides my tears
I am haunted — filled with fears
my spirit broken evermore

dark waves of misery
are rising like the sea
I am stranded on the shore

I am lost — I am alone
confusion grips me to the bone
terror chills me to my core

something wails my name
I have finally gone insane
it is the end for me I’m sure

is this really what it seems
or has this all been just a dream
but again I hear the roar

I pray I’ve been asleep
in a dream-state dark and deep
please — let my eyes soon open
let this nightmare spell be broken
and a new sun rise once more
if not — god’s mercy I implore

*
rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

 

Bad Weather

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You roared in like a typhoon
a mad hurricane of love
your kisses hot as lightning
striking from above

your passion was a tempest
I was swept up in its force
blew my love-brella inside out
your storm knocked me off my course

now my thoughts are grey and cloudy
my eyes bring steady rain
my heart’s caught in a cold front
you’re bad weather — bringing pain

*
rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse