Frozen Kinda Hell

For those who have love/hate relationship with winter!


 

S weet winter holds my favorite annual day
when cheerful santa flys his big red sleigh
love frolicking in the bright fresh-fallen snow
to feel it crunching beneath my booted feet
see the glistening whiteness of the world’s glow
and feel the crisp chill’s bite upon my cheek
so wonderful — walking in this winter wonderland

putting up, and then taking down the tree
the freezing climb to light the house — misery
it’s really hard, trudging in new-fallen snow
my poor feet are soaked and soar, totally numb
snow-blindness on the roof certainly is no joke
and this damned Bell’s Palsey really is no fun
this wasteland’s a frozen kinda hell – so just go

it feels this miserable season goes on and on
fell off that frozen ladder again in early dawn
I wandered lonely as a cloud from concussion
winter… wicked winter— just be gone!

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rob kistner © 2022

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**NOTE: this is a work of fiction. I have no concussion.

 



The Keys


 

Ambition courage and generosity
forgiveness insight and honesty
understanding and above all love
remember these
the 8 sacred keys

Ambition opens the door to success
enabling more where once was less

Courage opens the door to possibility
releasing the shackles of insecurity

Generosity opens the door to abundance
lifting all from poverty’s encumbrance

Forgiveness opens the door to peace
enabling conflict and violence to cease

Insight opens the door to wisdom
setting the mind on the path to freedom

Honesty opens the door to truth
giving the bite of deceit no tooth

Understanding opens the door to acceptance
breaking down the wall of fear’s reluctance

Love is the key considered best
it is the secret to happiness
because it opens the door
to all the rest

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

 

Streets Of Hell

Dedicated to Peace

 

Hell
is not
an abstract
it’s very real
it is evident in the stench of death

from the bodies lying in Ukraine streets
left where they fell
broken raw
killed by
greed

the
truth is
hell is not
beyond the veil
evil has delivered it at our feet

blood stained now by vile human arrogance
by evil men
cowards all
spineless
weak

who
attempt
to show strength
through brutal deeds
smite them — do not relent until they’re crushed

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rob kistner © 2022

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Mists Of Clarion

Dedicated to Poets

 

Though from different worlds we’re solid bound
a common cord binds us strong, fastened deep
to the shared part we keep safe and sacred
that survives no matter what else may fail
the part that is our most essential selves
this is where we are intimately joined
we’re poets at the bedrock of our souls
it is here our love of life is harbored
it’s in this holy place that we shelter
always alert to the clarion’s call

we are all damaged in our special ways
we like the path unclear the route unmarked
we are fond of stumbling in fumbling through
to find the way that is uniquely ours
engaged by the obtuse — the uneven
we vibrate to the asymmetric chord
find grace and form in brilliant imbalance
we’re seduced by the clue — drawn to the fog
we seek the wonder there that is withheld
because here we hear the clarion call

we long to always wander ‘round the bend
to seek what me may find over the hill
we always wonder what’s behind the door
what is it there that must be locked away
we can be found ears pressed against that door
our ears also prick to the distant sound
that calls to us just beyond clarity
to all these things our souls are strongly pulled
as down the trail in the mist ‘round the curve
there the clarion awaits — shut away

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rob kistner © 2022

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~ evidence of a muse ~

The Silence


~ inspired by the poetic imagination of Lewis Carroll ~

 

The aged aged man
follows the echos
of the three voices

a strange wild song
that leads him to
the four riddles
of darkness
suspended
in the blackness
above
the sea of dirge
in the deepening canyon
of solitude and secrets

he calls to you
to follow

to join him
in the silence
to listen

will you?

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rob kistner © 2022

More poetry at:dVerse

 



Sweet Hallucination

~ inspired by the poetic imagination of Lewis Carroll ~

 

Spy’d through my mind’s looking glass
a fantasy realm where I must go
shall not another moment pass
it’s long been my dream — now alas
all plans are made to make it so

like in a boat beneath a sunny sky
excitement warms my voyager’s heart
soon through the clouds I’ll soar on high
with wings of wonder I will fly
the waiting’s over — I now depart

fantastic is this spell I’m under
magic of a splendorous kind
a world of cornucopic wonder
treasure troves of dreams to plunder
in this voyage of my mind

in my fancy’s elaboration
through stars of wonder I ascend
soar in sweet hallucination
in ships of my imagination
oh, would this voyage but never end

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rob kistner © 2022

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Last Dance

~ inspired by Natalie Portman’s “Black Swan ~

T these victimized girls
his ego’s validation

eve
his special prize

he danced her
incessantly

reaching to her again
she trembled
but went to toe

suddenly
laughing into the air
she stabbed his heart

crazed
eyes aflame
she danced
danced
and danced

wildly

unshackled —

free!

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rob kistner © 2022

More poetry at:dVerse

 

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Gentle Green

 

This day begins briskly sunny
an osprey echoes our sunrise lake
we chat by morning’s window
with tea and curiosity

thoughts spill
into each other

as your soft coral lips
sculpt words
I’ve drifted

my love’s ignited
as sun
fires your gentle green eyes

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rob kistner © 2022

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~ jus’ lil’ mo’ Maya — jus’ b’cause ~


Silver Tear

~ reimagined rewrite of a poem from 2018 ~

 

The dream broke
like a prodigal sun
on a startled spring evening
causing him to squint
blinking away happiness
like sand
in the eyes of love

you were there
on the shores of sadness

you broke the news
you took his keys
you took your leave
then you took his shoes

you took him for a fool

it wasn’t you didn’t want him
you said
you simply saw yourself
in a different movie
with a different ending

no broken hearts
at least
not yours
in love’s roulette

and the stranded man
in the leather chair
had my face

had no expectations
made no demands
held you responsible
for nothing

and you left the table
cashed in your winnings
climbed the winding stairs
silk purse in hand

his heart was in your pocket
to place it at midnight
on your balcony sill
to watch it wither
in the moonlight

he had no need for it
nor most certainly
did you

as the night lark sang
a silver tear
had fallen hard
from his sullen cheek

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which you collected
in a sterling box
and tossed into the sea

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

 



~ If ya’ gotta lil’ mo’ time, here’s a lil’ mo’ Tom. Yessa’ if ya’ ain’t lates, here’s ‘nother taste — a full snifta’ o’ Mista’ Waits. ~

Marching On

This is about fools and heroes, and the frail human plight. It’s about failed ecology, and worldwide plague. It’s about love, hate, death, and brash 2nd lines. About MUSIC, murder, mayhem, and ego’s absurdity. Oh yeah – and it’s about Mardi Gras, n’ever-thing in b’tween!


Marching On” from: Guilbeaux Gallery

 
Do you
see the salt-tears
stain d’brass horn’s bell

feel the hit-bottom bass
of the fine wooden upright

weep with the wound strings
of a hollow-body gibson

ache to d’blues-bent reed
of a lush broke-heart sax

throb with the rhythm
of the skin-taut drum’s roll

I am the blues band
and too the jazz band
also the 2nd line
of celebration and sorrow

I play at the light’s edge
that pools in the night
in a joint on the bleak streets
of the sad brokenhearted

I play to the anguish
of the loveless who cower
in the dark nightmare alleys
of the lost and forgotten

I play to the grief
of the sinners who moan
alone in their heartbreak
in the ruins of love

I play to the ignorance
that fosters indifference
unleashing the pollution
consuming the planet

I play to the horror
that encircles our world
flogged raw by despair
in the shadow of plague

I play to the terror
of all asshole demagogues
harboring sad wet dreams
of being someone’s fool god

I am a blister-hot pistol
on the barroom slat-floor
in a puddle’a justice
that taught a jackass to cry

I am the angel of miz’ry
that falls you flat down
wail’n ‘round midnight
hard pray’n t’die

I am a broke piano
in a dead — drunk-bar
squaller’d in shambles
sheddin’ no’mo tears

I am the dark cadence
movin’ through the streets
in sad slow progression
carryin’ the dead

I am mardi gras mornin’
I come’a roarin’on up
in a bourbon st. stumble
play’n all the night

I am wild tchoupitoulas
from the 13th ward
blood shiffa-hoona
I won’t be barred

I am a walk through fire
a swim through mud
stole feathers from an eagle
a drink’a panther’s blood

I am a gallery of corpse tears
hung bold in deep memory
for those who survived
to feel the departed’s sorrrow

I am the rattle of glasses
on shelves back ‘o d’bar
when the band’s riffin’ hard
on a packed Friday night

I am the madman
sometimes d’sideman
in d’dark beautiful chaos
and joy’s tearful sky

I am the tambourine’s jangle
in a sweet delicate hand
in a hard poundin’ bar
on a stage reekin’ o’weed

I am the music and anguish
pour ‘em into m’soul
‘til I’m only the both
so to wring your pain dry

are ya’ blind
do ya’ see
are ya’ deaf
do ya’ hear

I am jazz
I am blues
I am a lone angel cryin’
in a dearth funeral dirge

I am — all that fuckin’ music
playin’ out loud
play’d for all us dyin’
in earth’s terminal purge


All That Jazz” from: Guilbeaux Gallery

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rob kistner © 2022
aka: lawrence tieke

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Oh Wind


John Sloan “Sun and Wind on the Roof”

 

Hello wind
welcome

have you come
to help with laundry

you feel briskly spring today
yet warm and silky
spilling in between
my things

you slip so satiny
shy and silent
slyly sensuous
round my shoulders

your rays of buttery sun
warm and sweet
golden on my neck
satisfying as a summer breeze

oh willful wind
I must say
as you waft and tumble
you tantalize

floating and swooping
in sweet refresh
handling my things
with such care

as I hang each piece
you dance gently
up my arms
rustle my dress

playfully
you brush my cheek

you swirl ‘round me
at times firmly insistent
rocking me
then teasingly soft

your whispered rushes
fluttered breaths
feel like a lover’s tendings

affectionate strokes
that caress my skin

lilting tender
you’re a soothing breath
as your zephyr’d fingers
toss my hair

oh wind
so frisky

have you come
only to help with laundry

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rob kistner © 2022

More poetry at:dVerse

 

Glory Days

 

First of March in the Pacific Northwest, finds wild nature in a period of recovery and renewal. Nature’s flowering plants, grasses, and brush, are blessed by the nurturing rains that have fallen, and will continue in this new year. Mighty evergreens are paused, and deciduous trees are at the end of their dormancy. Our vast forests, rejuvenated by this waning period of rest, sense Spring at the horizon, when the skies will open further, and the temperature begins its rise.

Streams begin to come to new life as the snowpacks, high in the frozen cold of the Cascade Mountains, begin their thaw. Rains help to invigorate this life giving flow. This high mountain water is a key source to bring forth the Pacific Northwest’s bounty, from the rich Willamette Valley in Oregon, to the Skagit Valley in northern Washington. Also, Rainbow, Brook, German Brown, and Cutthroat Trout grow active as waters rise and cool as snowmelt blends. Bear, deer, cougar, elk, coyote, big horn sheep, pronghorn antelope, hawk, osprey, eagle; all the varied, plentiful wildlife of our region have begun to wrap their winter rituals. Life in the PacNW wilderness, is stirring.

The opening of our winter’s March nears the end of a peaceful time of rest, before the vigorous pace of restoration begins here in this breathtakingly beautiful region. Spring debuts in March, as does the beginning of Daylight Savings Time. A regenerative calm lies upon the lush land, as nature holds its breath. The season of sky-water, still upon us, has done its masterful best to quench nature’s early thirst, and revivify her energies in this utopia. The fruit, berry, and flower buds soon will burst, and paradise will again take center stage, to begin the glory days of Pacific Northwest Spring. Rains end, the sun comes!

soon fat buds will pop
orchards vines and fields flex deep
Spring rains fall — streams flow

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rob kistner © 2022

More poetry at:dVerse

 



Breathing Underwater

~ reimagined rewrite of a poem from 2020 ~

 

Here
in the dream level
most like drowning
the id holds court

our darkest secrets
play out
in the false light
of veiled memory

recollections of fantasies
intersect our nightmares
drawing us
onto the plane of shadows
through the lair of the lost

into the realm
of the almost familiar
where everything lives
at the edge of clarity

unmade promises
teeter precariously
on the tips
of rigor’d tongues

and hearts break
under weight
of unexpressed love
a sorrow
impossible as
breathing underwater

it is here
I forsook forever
that which
I never found

forgiveness

*
rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

Quiet Song

 

As soft I knelt, bright shone the sun
though winter held, warmth had begun
my frozen heart began to melt
this breaking dawn saw my tears run
a renewed love, is what I felt
bright shone the sun, as soft I knelt

a quiet song, my heart did sing
fresh trust unleashed a new wellspring
this truly was a brand new dawn
love felt again a precious thing
was then I knew love would go on
my heart did sing, a quiet song

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rob kistner © 2022

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Blinded

~ The music of Klergy here is so intimate and important to the experience ~

 
Bitter
the salt of lies
that proselytize
false reality

I see truth
bloodied
bound and blinded
stumbling as a wraith

conflicted sides
shackled
to fear’s cold stone
bound
by the rough rope
of disinformation

battle’s here
we must fight
smite deceit
blaze truth’s light

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rob kistner © 2022

NOTE: Yesterday, 2/21/22 De, from dVerse Poets asked that we include the word salt, or a derivative, in a poem.

NOTE: Today, 2/22/22 Lillian, from dVerse Poets asked that we include the adage here to which this poem responds: “The truth shall set you free.” John 8:32

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