I find peace wandering these mountains
my searching spirit slips along its rivers
spellbound by the vastness of its forests
its ancient secrets whisper on the breeze
echoing the treetops like songs of sages
to resonate forever my beating heart
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with time and current
it has cut deeply
this great rock of the earth
sculpting this magnificent falls
breathtaking
captivating
towering
powerful
inspiring
beautiful
majestic
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“Waterfall, nothing can harm me at all, my worries seem so very small, with my waterfall. Waterfall, don’t ever change your ways, fall with me for a million days, oh my waterfall.” — jimi hendrix
Here, where stood your earthen abodes, where you lived in hamony with nature, the voices of your elders rose with the night fires. It was a sacred chant, in rich knowing voice, as the flames roared, and you danced.
It was a hallowed blaze of enlightenment, warming you with the knowledge of your ancestors — the knowledge of the four directions. But the footsteps are but echos, while the sacred fire has died. Its embers now ashen, but still your hearts are aflame.
In a world out of balance, who will stir the fires of vision? Who will again ignite the flame of wisdom? Who will again dance the steps of knowledge? In this world so out of balance, we need your voices to rise again, blessing the land of your origins — the home of you, the original peoples.
~ ~ ~
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“Inspired by my year-long 1970 motorcycle trip from Ohio to the west, that later became a key part of the impetus for my wife and I moving to Oregon in 1990.”
as I dash between shadow and light
the sun reveals itself
from time to time
from between the peaks
warming me
as it begins to settle
behind the western slope
of the mighty Rockies
I’ve shed structure
the heavy mantle of life
to venture into the random
into the unknown
to fully embrace life
the magnificent perfection
of simply living
in and for the moment
enjoying the thrill of the throttle
flying
without leaving the ground
twisting along the asphalt
as it snakes its way
upcoming curves often hidden
disappearing behind a rise
then surprising as I crest
roller-coastering my way west
mountain peaks soar ahead
enfolded in clouds
that roll snd tumble
through the brilliant blue
of the big western sky
I charge onward
transfixed by the wonders
that surround and astound
filled with exhilaration
just a touch of danger
to season this excitement
enthralled by the discovery
of what it truly means
to be free
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I dream
sculpting visions
that strip bare raw emotions
exposing full my troubled soul
to stare deep
at last
into what it is
that so frightens me
and in this harrowed
grief of secrets
glimpse
if but for a moment
the sacred release
that will set me free
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art is not
the possession of the artist
for art possesses
art is not
solid or rigid
art is
pliable
liquid
vaporous
art does not exist
out there
art exists
within
as limitless
as those who behold it
art is not
physical manifestation
art is
metaphysical
art is not
the thing
art is
the experience
art is the source
and destination
art is the consumer
and the consumed
art is the query
and the response
art is the coming
and the going
art is the beginning
and the end
art is the light
and the darkness
art is the sorrow
and the joy
art is the fact
and the fiction
art is the pain
and the pleasure
art is the madness
and the reason
is a soup can art?
as art is
art is
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“This portrait is a portrait of courage, written to share my belief that quality of life is a matter of attitude. The positive attitude that begets the gratitude to be alive. I am a writer, always drawing on fact and intelligent fiction to write meaningful works”
he may be immobile
legs withered useless
confined to others’ care
and his rolling metal chair
but he’s a dude
black nike high-tops
black denim slacks
skin-tight black t-shirt
black leather wristband
cool smile
on a rugged face
total bad-ass
but his gentle eyes
reflect a wonder
my jaded heart
has long since lost
by vanity
sadly extinguished
his spirit knows only trust
it pours forth from his soul
hoisted lovingly
above the crowd
he is enthralled
by the rhythm
enraptured
by the magic
the guitar soars
the saxman wails
the singer roars
the drummer flails
he rocks and waves
fist pumps and sways
joy’s so widespread
he throws back his head
fully alive
locked in the moment
consumed
by every note
every beat
every nuance
he experiences an ecstasy
at which I can only marvel
oh, if I could but feel
the purity of joy
this special being feels
so complete
so unencumbered
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NOTE: This portrait is a composite of 3 people. Two in this composite are real, and the third is my imaginings regarding the great courage of the man, unknown to me, pictured in the amazing photo above. The first in my personal life is Barry, my lifelong friend and former business partner, now confined to a chair with MS. He is a brilliant photographer. I have written about Barry before here on Image & Verse, and shown some of his remarkable work. The 2nd is a man I met during cardiac rehabilitation, following the 2017 implantation of my pacemaker, after my 4th heart attack. He is a physical therapist with a severed lower spinal cord. Both these guys are amazing dudes, and deserving of a portrait in courage.
but
just more silence
always silence
so he left it
just as he had found it
and with a shrug
turned
and walked away
saying nothing
this was
after all
always her way
he never knew
quite where her head was
to comment
would have been irrelevant
and he’d grown so weary
of irrelevance
so very weary
today
he goes away
no more comments
no farewell
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quicksilver moon
readies her night’s course
marksman’s sharp eye’s set
his duty he’ll enforce
marksman locks the horizon
solid in his sight
fires the sunset gun
beckoning forth the night
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shadows slink in this dark’ning room
‘cross cold silk curtains soaked with gloom
echoes of a lover’s dirge enflame my sorrow
a refrain of grief in this gilded tomb
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time can be my deliverance
but time moves slowly
through this thick pooling light
and time’s fickle
under this uncertain moon
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NOTE: Images by: McMonster
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-NjdfOoPK9c
Shoo, swat, smack, ouch, damn, scratch… it’s amazing! Seven people sitting here on the deck, talking and enjoying the stars — and I’m the only one doing battle with these invisible blood-sucking bastards. I look like I’ve been stricken with St Vitus’ dance, or in the throes of a damned seizure. I don’t mean to make light of those two unfortunate conditions — they are not laughing matters. But neither are these infuriatingly itchy welts rising on my flesh.
And mosquito repellent, what a joke. About the only thing this crap repels is my little Shih Tzu, Edgrrr, when I come back in the house smelling like a chemical dump. I have tried creams, salves, ointments, oils, sprays, powders, even a special hi-tech invisible electronic barrier. Oh sure, like that really worked!
The only thing I know for certain can offer protection against those micro-monsters is me, for anyone else sitting with me. You are safe from the attack of the Culicidae horde if I am anywhere near. I am the preferred target, and all my friends and family know it. There is one benefit to being “skeeter-magnet” me — I do get invited to a lot of summer picnics and deck parties.
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cand broken dreams
for he was a spoiled promise
from long ago
left too long
on silent lips
he tried raising a hand
to gesture a wave
but he was stone
lifeles
rigid
cold
so he could not
and she did not hear him
and she did not see him
for he was a faded memory
already vanished
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But I woke up this morning and thought to myself,
I wonder what is up there so high on that shelf?
Perhaps it’s a treasure I can keep for myself?
Curiosity made me climb from my leaf to this shelf.
I like being part of a family of elves,
6 sisters, 5 brothers, in all I’m the twelfth.
But it certainly isn’t much fun on this shelf.
This is just not a place for an angel-eyed elf!
Sometimes it’s hard being a velvet-clad elf,
I forgot to remember, climbing up on this shelf,
that I’m not big enough to get down by myself.
“Won’t somebody please help this curious elf?”
“Oh why did I ever climb up here on this shelf?
I think I knew it was hopeless to get down by myself,
but I thought, what the heck, it’s such a curious shelf.
It’s sure scary, being stranded all alone by myself!”
~ ~
So if you’re no bigger than this quite tiny elf,
don’t got climbing for things, high on shelves, by yourself.
Find somebody big to get stuff off the high shelf,
or you might get stuck like this curious elf.
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NOTE: This is a Seuss influenced, existential nursery rhyme, inspired by the quote here at the top, from nihilist philosopher and writer, Franz Kafka. This is about an elf who knowingly pushed himself to the probable point of no return — and regretted it.