Play On

To the brave people of Ukraine — may your song play on forever!

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Photography by Joseph Eid

 

A real pity it is to say…
but a person can lose their home
a person can lose their fine clothes
a person can lose their fancy trappings
a person can grow old, losing their vitality

and all that must be met
with courage
with kindness
a gentle greeting
understanding
and proper aid

even a brave person — to lose their *music
such a person would lose their joy — their mind
it would be the dark death of their verve their soul
and that would prove to be the true tragedy of their life

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

 

R.I.P. John Prine 1946-2020 — you are missed

A voice in Ukraine sings out – may it be just one in a chorus of courageous resistance!

* Music means many things — faith, belief, courage, optimism, joy, sanity, strength, humility, memory, wonder, creativity, sorrow, forgiveness, celebration, soul, patience, hope, love — this, and much much more, is all one’s “music”! All the things above and beyond the material. Music of the spheres.

The Chase

Riddle dee diddle dee dee, I got a riddle for thee.
Riddle dee diddle dee doo, if ya know the answer, tell me true!

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You are always there
I know for sure you are
some times quite near
only to again be far

I chase you through the fields
pursue you up the hill
I never seem to catch you
and know I never will

I have followed you every day
morning noon and night
but you rush on steadily
just beyond my sight

you are also always coming
but you can never quite get here
just when I think I see you
the picture’s again unclear

I must certainly admit
you’ve kept quite the pace
you’re not here or there
you are everyplace

though that day can never come
when we’re finally face to face
fact is — you’ve kept me busy
hope you prove worth the chase

I wonder — will you be good
or instead will you be bad
or will I simply find out
that I have just been had

if where I think you’re heading
simply proves to be untrue
that all along you’ve played me
then I am bloody mad — fuck you!

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: dVerse

 

*ANSWER: it’s the “future”. You can’t catch it. Even if you think you did, you’d find what you are holding is the present, the future has already got ahead of you. If you should happen to catch and stop the future, guess what — what you got is your death, then you definitely got no future. Truth is, the future is never quite what you thought it to be.

Spring Night Breeze

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Briskly clean
silky cool
it spills in
the open window

slips satin soft
sly and sensuous
sheer and silent
as the moon

it wafts and tumbles
it tantalizes
swaddles you
in sweet refresh

dances gently
up your arms
across your chest
to brush your cheek

encircles itself
soft upon you
in satisfying
fond embrace

whispered rushes
fluttered breaths
night breezes
caress your skin

a lilting tender
breath of comfort
zephyred fingers
toss your hair

as quiet strains
of procol harum
serenade you
off to dreamland

drifting you deep
into spring night slumber
painting your dreams
a whiter shade of pale


Whiter Shade of Pale rose

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: dVerse

 

Chalk Lineage

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Smell of gloveleather
oiled in neatsfoot

smooth ash bat handle
heft on my shoulder

scrape of metal spikes
on concrete sidewalk

crisp chalklines
on soft tan dirt

seamed cowhide sphere
cupped in my hand

ballcap tugged snug
steppin’ on the diamond
remembering you dad

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: dVerse

 

Dad managed my high school hardball team. I managed both my sons after he passed. This coming summer, my surviving son will again manage my grandson, this time in his first year in Little League — and so it goes.

Free To Fly

~ To the people of Ukraine — may your courage and dreams endure! ~

 

Oh but to live
high in the trees
just you and me

way way up
among the towering branches
in the forest canopy

where we can see
far as our eyes can see
and the feeling is free

intoxicating
liberating
exhilarating
a magic like flying

a place high up
in the sun-dappled trees
where we’d live
laugh
and make love
you and me
in the warm light
of peace

windows wide open
hearts wide open
minds wide open
future —
wide open

livin’ life slow
in the sun
and the breeze
embracing our dreams
replacing our worries
with belief in tomorrow
free to come and to go

livin’ life free
high among the trees
truly to be

free to fly

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rob kistner © 2022

~ both artworks by Vika Muse of Ukraine ~

Poetry at: dVerse

 


Loneliest Woe

Inspired by Sanaa’s “Christina Georgina Rossetti” prompt from 4/11/22.

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My life’s focus — only my own
not giving thought that I might share
now foolish me I am alone
the path back home has overgrown
oh how I long to be back there

you were unselfish with your heart
now I see certain I was blind
I tore our tender love apart
ungrateful fool — I did depart
dreaming there’s better I could find

please my love — please now hear my plea
desperately I call to you
my empty life has turned on me
its seduction was trickery
in my life — you — were what was true

talk what you please of future spring
and sun-warm’d sweet to-morrow

when shunned love won’t heed your calling
and you’re fickle heart is rightly breaking
it is the loneliest of woe

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: dVerse

 


Anybody?

~ is anybody listening ~

 
Hello…

hello…

testing testing
hello…

testing 1 2 3…

can anybody hear me…

hello
is anybody out there…

I can’t see clearly
damn these fogged lenses!

hello
hello
testing…

do we have connection?
is anybody even listening?

hello-oh-oh-oh… Ooo… Oooo…

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

 

If Only


“The power of imagination” by: joiedevivre89

 
Oh —
if I could but glide
like a bird in flight
I would soar skyward
in sweeping circles

lifted high
on mighty thermals

not earthbound

not prisoner
to this rock and clay

not a captive
of gravity
of memory
of heartache

this day
my spirit
would be light as air

untethered

away

gone

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

 

Morning Magic

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The moon sets
in pre-dawn’s soft glow
as comes the fire
of day’s first light
carried confidently
by the lantern bearer
to lead us out of night
to chase ashened dreams
and welcome morning

morning’s a feeling
a wonderful healing

the sunlight revealing
all darkness was stealing
from our sight

from our heart
in this night

as we rise
we fix our eyes
on the dawning
knowing
miracles are possible

our hearts spawn a melody
to carry us through
until twilight
bids the day adieu

but as sunlight’s chorus swells
morning spreads its magic

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: dVerse

 

Empty Dawn

 

When the fire of love
flickers dims and dies
and a shadow falls
deep in darkened eyes
hollow words of love
become but empty lies

that open door
of a tender heart
has swung quietly closed
round the fragile part

what once so sweet and effortless
can never again feel right
and the fall begins so near unseen
as though but the passing of night

until one morning no dawn breaks
no tenderness nor warmth awakes
and a loneliness encircles slow
you seek the one that you’ve loved so

she’s here arms reach
she shares your bed
you roll and turn
then lift your head
you search her face
in the predawn glow
whose eyes these are
you no longer know

you feel no tears
you feel no fight
a knowing rises from this night
sadly it will never again be right

it’s in this painful clarity
you realize

you know

though she’s still here in your bed
her heart
left long ago

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: dVerse

 

Blackee

~ my little buddy Blackee ~
 

Oh it’s fine that logic’s got beyond me
I might turn off my mind completely
sanity’s so very overrated
I don’t think it means much — you see

so who’s to say that I can’t fly
and whose right is it to question why
I wear my trousers inside out
it helps keep the pockets dry

I see you smirking at my hat
it’s aluminum foil — imagine that
it helps with my cell phone reception
and fascinates my trusty cat

although I think my sweet cat Blackee
wonders if perhaps at times I’m whacky
he looks at me bemused and startled
on days I dye my long hair khaki

yes I do lose track of time
days and weeks — is that a crime
you know — it’s all just one’s perspective
you’ve got yours — I’ve got mine

and I’ve a language of my own
like no other that you’ve known
my cat Blackee understands me
it’s all we speak when we’re alone

Blackee sings backup in a band
he tells me they are really grand
they sing all night in another language
so I don’t really understand

some girl made a song about him
I personally think it’s kinda grim
makes Blackee sound like he’s bad
he says it’s just this girl’s whim

now if you see me on the street
ignore the cowbells on my feet
it helps keep gawkers out my way
I’m not nuts — I’m just offbeat

but my little Blackee loves me
he tells me so — every day
and he believes that I can fly
he thinks the day’s close I finally try

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: Day 7 NaMoWriMo

 


Love’s Dreams

~ In the face of the horrors of our times, I chose, rather I need to focus on love for this entire week — then I will wade back into the sewer we call the world these days… but as Scarlett put it, “I can’t think about that right now. If I do, I’ll go crazy. I’ll think about that tomorrow.” for me — next week! ~


 

We place our dreams in our open palms
so the winds of fortune
will make them soar

we enrich our dreams with the gift of song
so their harmony’s sweet
and their sound is pure

we bestow our dreams the wings of trust
so they lift and carry
to wisdom’s shore

we share our dreams today — and always
so our love will bind them
forevermore

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: dVerse

 


Sweet Night

~ In the face of the horrors of our times, I chose, rather I need to focus on love for this entire week — then I will wade back into the sewer we call the world these days… but as Scarlett put it, “I can’t think about that right now. If I do, I’ll go crazy. I’ll think about that tomorrow.” for me — next week! ~


 

Let us make sweet love
spellbound in May

in the cool night breeze
at the end of day

on the silvered beach
of a slate blue bay

as moonlit waves roll in
and softly slide away

we’ll embrace

wrapped in the season’s
heady sway

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: dVerse

 


Joe’s Juke Joint

We were too stupidly gaw-gaw, and too young, to realize what a miracle we were living. Thank the heavens for the memories of that beautiful, righteous chaos!


“The Whitehouse Diner” by Aaron Segreaves

 

Joe’s diner
any friday night
after the football game

young legs
carry firm eager bodies
mingling ‘mongst the booths
laughter bursting
pulses racing
fantasies entwining

dreamy babes
handsome hunks
young lust
hot as the fry top
broiling
‘midst the milkshakes
and hot slathered burgers

craving
yet hesitant

swept up in innocent bliss
basking in the jukebox glow
throbbing with the big beat
of scorching rock ‘n roll

creamy cake
jake

the scene
smoldering for some
longing for more
confusing for most

a pubescent play
caught in a neon magic spell
sparking with awkward carnality

when a kiss
and fleshy fondle
was euphoric

autumn’s chill outside
passion’s flames inside

humid as our urgent embraces
hot as our stolen kisses
as forever as our promised love
in that distant
sizzling
teenage midnight…

…sweet ghosts of my youth
haunt from long ago

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rob kistner © 2022

Poetry at: The Sunday Muse

Poetry at: Poets & Storytellers

 

~ Joe’s Diner’s top 20 jukebox selections ~




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An Artist Mourns


My current, and likely final art project

artists must create
when that expression is robbed
the soul is wounded

Here you see me sorting the small portion remaining of the hundreds of Talisman I have created over the years. Severe arthritis in my hands deemed these will be my last. Here I’m choosing the colors and textures of leather mounting backs I wish to use with each. They will then be prepared for sale, mat-mounted individually in 6” x 8” black lacquered, solid wood, double frames, which I’d constructed.

I created my Talisman by disassembling discarded jewelry parts & pieces, “found” over the years at secondhand stores, garage sales, and estate sales. Each contains 6 to 18 random parts I reclaimed from scrapped jewelry, using jeweler’s tools. Then, using sterling or gold jewelry findings (fasteners, connectors, endings, and wire), I rejoined by hand, again using jeweler’s tools, and upcycled unrelated elements, to create each unique, cohesive Talisman.

These are my final Talisman. Arthritis has already robbed me of my ability to create my Serenity Totems, which I sold for years, at top juried art shows nationwide. 6 examples of the 3’ midsized, and 1 of the large 4’ Totems, you see below. The complex steps to create my handmade Totems were many, utilizing a wide variety of upcycled materials and techniques, including woven elements from my wife. Each Totem featured a completed Talisman as one of its elements.

I also partnered with my wife Kathy for 33 years in our Fibrations Studios. She is a master weaver. I would design and build the creative mounting substrates and unique tops for her pieces. She and I co-displayed at these national juried art shows over the years, selling our art together. I will no longer be able to build for my wife. All these particular joys of creation are now forever lost to me — I mourn deeply.

oh these deft fingers
that created fantasies
have now betrayed me

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rob kistner © 2022

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Hi! I’m Edgrrr, I was rob’s shih tzu. He misses me every day.

Poetry at: dVerse

~ Shots of my creative activity in my studio ~





~ Examples of our Fibrations Studio’s work ~