How Thin the Veil


 
How Thin The Veil

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as I lie
alone
in the dead of night

burglar moon at the window
having stolen the colors of this day

the world chill and quiet

I wonder
how thin the veil
between here and gone

and what will be the final breath
the beckoning breeze
the courier gust
to part that curtain

to lift me
shed of mortal husk
and carry me through

to where
to what
I do not know

only that the day
the hour
the moment
draws ever closer

as I lie
alone
in the dead of night

~ ~ ~

rob kistner © 2012

Golden Morning

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Golden Morning

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across the meadow
last night’s dew clings
fondly to the old-growth

wrapped in crystalline embrace
it adorns the stately cedars
as if diamonds
that sparkle in the morning sun
a splendor befitting their beauty

this Spring day begins bright and crisp

bird songs lilt
carried on a light breeze

I see you afar
approaching on the path
backlit by sunrise
your hair golden in dawn’s glow

lover beholding beloved

I sit
warmed in daybreak’s window
with tea and fascination

I watch you
as you stop to rest

in this moment
my love spills over
floods ’round me
until I am consumed

your lips sculpt a smile
I’m swept away on passion’s tide
on this golden morning

~ ~ ~

rob kistner © 2007
(revision © 2019)

Blue


 
Blue
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This is Tanka Prose, similar to Haibun. Instead of the Haibun’s Haiku ending, this features a Tanka, of my composition, at its close. The 31-syllable Tanka has been the most popular form of poetry in Japan for over 1300 years. As a form of poetry, Tanka is older than Haiku, and Tanka poems are intended to be evocative.

During Japan’s Heian period (794 to 1185 A.D.) it was considered essential for a woman or man of culture to be able to both compose beautiful poetry and to choose the most aesthetically pleasing and appropriate paper, ink, and symbolic attachment, such as a branch or flower, to go with it.

Tanka have changed and evolved over the centuries beyond the traditional expressions of passion and heartache, and styles have changed to include modern language. But the five syllabic units, containing a total of 31 syllables, has remained the same. Each line of a Tanka consists of one image or idea. One does not seek to wrap lines in tanka, though in the best Tanka, the five lines do relate, to evoke a cohesive feeling. The feeling here is serenity.

birds in the blue sky
sampans on the blue waters
blue temple gateway

blue is the soul of serene
let it calm your restless heart

~ ~ ~

rob kistner © 2019

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  • This tanka was inspitred by the wonderful art seen above. It is entitled “Blue Temple” by Vorffy.
  • Through The Veil

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    “Infinite Instance” by: rob kistner © 1997

     
    Through The Veil

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    I am nearing the veil
    soon to push through
    to see that which
    is not shown us here
    on this side
    of that gossamer curtain

    unable as we are
    in this manifestation
    to comprehend
    the incomprehensible
    the infinite secret
    the truth that bursts to light

    but when I push through
    I will ride that light
    in all ways through time
    simultaneously at once
    at the eternal instant
    the open door of forever

    existance will be no more
    I will be absolute
    indivisible from time
    absorbed by all of space
    a joy so profound
    as to be pure energy

    I was given the gift
    of the briefest glimpse
    beyond the veil
    I was not ready
    I again near the veil
    I am ready now

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

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  • This is a contemplation on crossing over. On April 6th of 2017 my heart stopped while in the hospital, the night I was recovering from a heart operation. The memory of that lingers. It is the memory of that experience that has inspired this poem. To be sure, this is an idealized imagining of what crossing over may be like. However, it is informed by an amazing and singularly unique feeling of blissful well being that had filled me that night, and from which I was grudgingly roused by the act of being awakened, from what I thought then, was sleep. Very soon thereafter it was confirmed by my cardiologist not to have been sleep. He explained to me it was a state that could have remained quite permanent, and I was about to receive an urgent Pacemaker implant. That night still holds mysteries for me.
  • Shhhh!

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    Shhhh!

    ~

    are you going with me to the coast
    if so we will be leaving at first light
    the need to be on time is uppermost
    I want to be there settled in tonight

    the party promises to be a blast
    crazy friends drinks and food of ev’ry kind
    these soirees have been epic in the past
    if we are late we will be left behind

    tomorrow it is breakfast on the beach
    it’s there we meet our hostess for the week
    she’ll have the masks we’ll need there’s one for each
    remember after that we do not speak

    then to the yacht where wondrous games are played
    magic – this high seas silent masquerade

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

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  • Hope

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    Last Hope

    ~

    I lift myself quietly
    very quietly
    from beneath the sheets
    soiled with neglect
    soaked with my nightmares

    I am again awake
    from another dark night
    that began with fear
    fear I might not survive
    and ends in sorrow
    realizing I did

    I rise
    make my way carefully
    past the shallow-breathed crumple
    that lay milky-eyed
    in a heap on the floor
    un-moving
    save a twitch of the head

    a head which now harbors demons
    where nocturnal angels of sweet release
    had lain down lush upon it
    in fevered embrace
    lustfully conjured
    by last night’s spoon and lance
    still skewered silver in the soured vein

    this wreckage is my mother

    I stop but for a glance
    verifying life
    then move on head down
    angle to the bathroom
    to the scum-brown bowl
    to wash my face
    lit sallow by the yellowed bulb
    that hangs bare and lonely

    strange eyes
    hold me in the mirror
    broken as my heart

    eyes of knowing
    eyes of sadness

    grief courses through me
    weighing upon my being
    burning into my heart

    I want to cry out
    but there is no one here to hear me
    no hero that can help me

    driven by instinct to survive
    by urgency to flee
    I shudder away the paralyzing despair

    in this dank food-less morning
    in this ruined single room
    in this coat-less chill of predawn
    I gather up my books
    step lightly through the door
    down the damaged stairs
    into the hostile streets
    heavy with this childhood of strangled dreams

    I duck and dodge
    in and out of shadows
    praying to once again avoid the evil
    that lurks and slinks
    among the garbage and graffiti
    of these crumbled bricken’d canyons

    that rolls slow and lethal
    gripping cold blue steel
    in predatory drive-by

    evil
    seductive as a smile
    deadly as a snake

    evil
    which if diligence should fail
    I fear will consume my soul

    deliberately I continue
    until at last I find my way
    to the building
    to the classroom
    to my teacher
    to my desk

    to the only hope
    to which I dare cling

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2011
    (revision © 2019)

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  • Had I Followed


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    Had I Followed

    ~

    I have followed this path
    ever onward
    to where it has lead

    followed its rise
    its fall
    in concentric circles of time
    sweeping always outward

    there is much I have seen
    and have experienced

    much I’ve missed
    and never known

    much I’ve stumbled upon
    stumbled over
    always to collect myself
    and follow on

    I have encountered the unknown
    been confused
    lost my way
    suffered sorrow

    I have embraced the wonder
    found enlightenment
    understood
    known joy

    but ever on
    this path does lead

    and I
    in measured step
    must ever follow

    had I followed another
    what then

    I know now
    it would be no different
    for I understand

    I chose the other
    every time

    I am not on this path
    I am this path

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

     

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    Downpour

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    Downpour

    ~

    you hit like a downpour
    a thunderstorm of love
    your kisses hot as lightning
    striking from above

    your passion was a tempest
    I was swept up in its force
    but now the winds have died
    this storm has run its course

    my thoughts are chilled and cloudy
    my eyes are steady rain
    my heart’s caught in a cold front
    bad weather’s bringing pain

    the warm winds will return
    as will the clear blue skies
    but my heart will ever yearn
    for that sunburst in your eyes

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2018

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  • The image above sparked several impressions: rain, tears, cold, chaos, sadness, among others. These inpressions inspired this poem. The title of the image, and the small splash of yellow visible in the image, inspired the final line of the poem.
     
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  • New Bloom

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    New Bloom

    ~

    a newly bloomed flower
    full and succulent

    tender plumped folds
    new-formed
    glisten with dewy nectar

    luscious form
    and ripened blush
    delight the eye

    a gentle touch
    parts silken petals
    revealing the inner bud
    swollen with the urgency of life

    bringing face to flower
    pleasures the senses
    with heady fragrance

    intoxicating
    to breathe such vital beauty

    consumed
    one savors gently
    slowly

    exquisite
    this young flower
    full bloomed

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2018

    Sweet Anticipation

  • My father taught me, I taught my son, now my grandson…

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    Sweet Anticipation

    ~

    warm
    familiar
    comfortable in my palm
    my fingers wrap natural cork
    index raised
    gauging line tension

    precision brings the willow’d shaft
    high above my shoulder
    rod flexing expectantly

    a flick of my wrist
    and the line arcs forward
    increasing the pressure
    on my fingertip
    as it rolls ahead
    accelerating

    then
    a careful pluck
    like a string
    on a guitar

    it is released

    the golden lure
    at line’s end
    sails silently
    into the squinting summer sun

    with a subtle plick
    the barbed hunter disappears
    slipping ‘neath the sparkle
    of the undulating steam

    seductively
    with quickening pulse
    eagerly visualizing
    I retrieve the bait
    craving the strike

    patience draws the lure
    dancing ever nearer

    I long for the sharp
    powerful tug

    for the slender thread
    unreeled before me
    to rise
    and dart away
    in a sliver of silver spray

    for my heart to jump
    as a proud trout
    breaks water
    victim to my seduction

    in this moment
    mind focused
    breath steady
    senses heightened
    awaiting sudden contact

    I reflect

    there is a simple truth in fishing
    as in life

    the sweet anticipation
    can be as rich
    as the reward

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2018

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  • Staying Posted

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    Staying Posted

    ~

    I wrote poetry
    wrote it for years
    wrote it by hand
    on randm paper
    kept it all

    in a box

    wrote it
    because I loved it
    because I had to
    to stay sane
    but just put it

    in that box

    I still write it
    I still love it
    but now I post it
    just for the

    comments

    not because
    I need approval
    or care much
    what others

    think

    but at my age
    seeing comments
    helps me know
    I’m still

    alive

     

    rob kistner © 2019

     

    Promise Kept

    “This is a prayer for peace at this end of year”

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    Promise Kept

    ~

    would that the world pause with me this night

    with open heart and thoughts of possibility

    remembering when dreams were young

    the breath of life so warm and fresh

    beauty was in all we touched

    love filled us overflowing

    trust real as sunlight

    truth was bedrock

    tomorrow was

    a promise

    kept

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2018

    Artwork entitled: “Gentle World” by: rob kistner © 2005

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  • Voyage of Dreams

  • inspired by a small toy boat in my grandson’s bath…
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    Voyage of Dreams

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    fantastic is this spell I’m under
    magic of a splendorous kind
    a world of cornucopic wonder
    treasure troves of dreams to plunder
    in this voyage of my mind

    here time and place are of my making
    these winds of fate in my control
    every pleasure for my taking
    every rule just for my breaking
    embracing secrets of my soul

    here I live a life enchanted
    here no fear of any threat
    sorrow is by joy supplanted
    no limit to desires granted
    what I want is what I get

    by fantasy’s elaboration
    up through stars of wonder I ascend
    soar in sweet hallucination
    in ships of my imagination
    oh, would this voyage but never end

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2018

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    This poem is written in the rhyme scheme of Robert Frost’s “The Road Not Taken”, namely: A,B,A,A,B. It also, like Frost’s poem, is four stanzas. I have always liked that particular piece by Frost, but ironically, the matching rhyme schemes and stanza lengths, are purely coincidental.

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    This Cannot Be

    This Cannot Be

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    this cannot be the way his story ends
    his youth snuffed out by someone’s mindless deed
    this cannot be the horror fate intends
    if life be want mine now I do concede

    his youth snuffed out by someone’s mindless deed
    if debt is owed please I will make amends
    if life be want mine now I do concede
    consuming grief upon my life descends

    if debt is owed please I will make amends
    anger fills me like a poison seed
    consuming grief upon my life descends
    my soul is crushed my heart begins to bleed

    this anger fills me like a poison seed
    god tell me, did I somehow offend
    my soul is crushed, my heart begins to bleed
    a blackness here within me does distend

    god tell me please, did I somehow offend
    this cannot be the horror you intend
    this blackness here within me does distend
    god this can’t be the way his story ends!

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 1995
    (revision © 2018)

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